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spirit&form
the interwoven nature of shadow & lightthey are bound to one anothera peaceful coexistence requires acceptance & respect of releasing resistance & remaining resilient openess & ownershipof my spirit & form .:.
Where things make sense
Can you see the turtle?
paradise is a place on earth
self-love is a hell of a drugSome updates:Now accepting tips!Venmo @alea-rainPayPal alearain@gmail.comI will be creating a new tier for imagery and videos like this, for $17/ month No, I don’t currently have an OnlyFans, I feel like an artist more than a model & love my patrons on here, I don’t need fans.
Baby Seal
My favorite bikini bottoms A macnut milk coffee & joint for brekkie Sandy hair Salty skinSunburnt mindNo edits, this is me. In all my glory of scars, fat, and acne. Let me be.
Sunrise & a stolen tshirt
Making love alone between the waves & the sand… wherever I go I won’t go with a plan ;)Film photos Prints available!
my heart is a hurricane
If you’re looking for some mad loveCome meet me in the bathtubI’m the steam that soothes the pain of the storm but I’m also the rainI like to occupy that space between your fingertips Make your mind start to slip down the drainI’m all the reasons that you went insane
Your favorite tshirt
A wild sea eyed undone darling daughter of adventure, the sister of risk… it is her rare & always ephemeral embrace that causes temporary pressure on the membrane of ecstasy .:.
my favorite love story is my own
all alonefireside reading books & drinking wine no one but me can call me mine singing barefoot in the parkdancing solo in the dark eating fruit naked in the sandI’m complete, I don’t need a man
Local Livin
Back when I lived in Maui with the local boysThey called me kaikaina (little sister/brother)I learned how to change a tire, descale a fish & punchI rode my skateboard and hitch-hiked to get around I lived on a diet of fresh fish and coconut tapioca and weed That’s why I love to travelTo emerge into local cultureAn un...
Midnight Snack
Modelo & chatLost my lighter & my mindWe’re naked, heartbroken, & beautifulIt’ll be just fine
Glass Walls
I'm livin' in my own world, makin' all the rulesI deserve peace, I paid my dues I deserve a crib with the all glass wallsI deserve a love that picks up every time that I call
MOODY
Moody & wearing my mamas lace stockings Polaroid series
Ecstasy
Even when you leave Your scent lingers on my skinMy insides pulse with memories Leaving me longing Yet satisfied To sleep alone tonight You’re my favorite kind of drugI’d rather drown in my desiresThan overdose on your love
Winter Solstice
Three mezcals deepThrough the cracks I seepSeabreeze and incense got me highThis pencil will be my lover tonightPolaroids of the past Seed fantasies for the futureAll the sun softened girls Get lost in my sandy curlsMaking love in the sea at sunrise Watch me dripAnd drop off the mapIn the sky is no mans land The only ...
Heavy Dreamer Light Sleeper
I’ve been practicing shibari ties on myself & a few close friends… it’s been so therapeutic to discover the strength found in surrender, when you feel safe enough to do so.Hoping to try suspension ties soon!You’ll be the first to know when I do 😘
Breaking Point
Stormy mornings on the rooftop of my apartment in Dar Salem, TanzaniaThis is as far from ‘home’ as I can go (geographically— this is the cutest city away from San Fransisco, my home city and where I flew out from)It’s a funny feeling— utterly empty & fully alive Also if anyone had seen me up here…. They’d...
Save Water
I like to lay in the bath til the water gets coldI like to do what I want not do what I’m told
Another rotation around the sun
Just a general check in on my og patrons & a hello to my new patrons: most my posts will be pictures & poetry based, or private links to dance videos. But thought I’d just give a lil life update, and share some pictures from my birthday. I decided to have a mellow year this year, reflecting on the past year(s) and w...
Uncaged
Art is not my hobby, it is my being, it is as necessary to my life as breathing…
Wild Child
You still think of her once in a whileNow that your married With kidsAnd dogs And a lovely ladyParents approved And you love herBecause she’s lovelyBut sometimes on the full moonOr when you feel an unexpected warm breeze You reminisce The one that left bite marks With messy hairCovered in sand and bruises Unapologeti...
Holding Wind
Don't fall for meFor i follow the windIt'll be lovely, for a while, like a cool summer breezeI will teach you to dance in the rain and jump off of waterfallsI will kiss you on mountain tops and make love to you in the sand... but once I’m gone , you can never go back to those places, without tasting me on ...
Office Meetings
Need i say more? But on the real: looking for some who does business development/strategy for a beverage company Im starting with my best friend! So if ya know someone or are that someone…. Holler!
Against Me
Mornings spent feeling myself & feeling my feelings….
Sea Wolf
I am madness I am medicine A feral child Forever wildBarefootBare breastsBroken Bleeding But still breathing
Malibu
Where the fallen angels resideBelow heaven above the clouds Carve my thoughts into the cavesNot much of a soul left to saveIm unedited&undoneBroken glass shines like diamonds beneath my feetI runRun until my lungs ache and my bones breakTorn skyTearing at my insidesRolling on my back in mirth and madnessAll aloneBaby ...
I miss her most on rainy days
The way she’d sip tea & count the raindrops as they’d drip down the windowThe way she’d stand outside and talk to the skyWashing away her pain Drenched & dancing in the rain .:.
No Tan Lines
You want to get to know me?Memorize the lines on my thighs Count my freckles Kiss my scars Lick my wounds Watch the way my body trembles when your lips graze my shoulder blades Witness my opening .:.
