sereneandsilent
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Working on Stuff again after forced hiatus
🕑 Added 2023-12-24 00:36:51 +0000 UTCI'm back again, yes I am alive and in shame, I have made some works and I will continue making some new works despite disappointed my fans once again, I'm sorry for this shameful behavior, I never stopped loving drawing, I didn't get tired and I didn't lack ideas, but because of some health related issues I could not draw and because of the timing I just drowned into pessimism and depression.
For those who stayed, thank you, please enjoy the new works, the ones I promised and all the new ones to come, my art won't change, but if you want to know what happened keep reading, my goal is to share some really nice stuff so you can skip and just take the artworks, this explanation could upset your mood, however it is my obligation to share.
I'll make it short, I got THE virus for roughly two weeks, it didn't hit me too hard just nausea and joint pain (and my sense of smell was gone but that was just amusing) shortly after feeling better I had to move some heavy stuff with my brother using a cart to not overextend myself, I didn't feel any pain or get hurt then but the next day my wrist was busted and swelling, most likely the carpal tunnel syndrome was triggered (not entirely sure because I couldn't afford a doctor much less surgery), that's when I thought "ah yeah it's so f over now" because even using the mouse was difficult.
Back then I should've come clear here and explain what was going on, that would've been the right thing to do. But honestly I was afraid of saying that after a month, I had nothing new and that I won't be able to draw and that I had no estimated time to when I was able to draw again.
When the swelling receded I took another commission but I couldn't draw for long periods of times so that didn't go very well and if I use my hands to lift heavy things it will get bad again so I'm being very veeeeery careful from now on, I'm want to get one of those gloves that artist use to protect their wrist too.
So that was pretty much what happened this time, thankfully I was able to draw again roughly after two months of uncertainty and frustration, but I still had nothing to show so I started drawing before showing my face again here, with the "don't be sorry, be better" kind of mindset, I couldn't come here with excuses only even knowing I would lose a lot of supporters in the process.
Once again, I'm sorry, I'll be way more careful from now on with my health.
Comments
Serene and Silent
Thanks for your understanding, still I want to do better, much better
Christian
No need to apologize, life happens. I'm just glad your ok now.
Serene and Silent
Thanks for being so patient and happy holidays too!
Nep
No need to apologize. Really glad you're back now though. We all face things thay we need to overcome and I'm glad you haven't given up.I hope we can talk more when you're able to as well ☺️💙
Bob Hill
Welcome back but don't ever be sorry for taking care of your well being, glad you're alright.
