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Hermes II
🕑 Added 2025-07-02 03:29:01 +0000 UTCThe blue orb fell. Not with the thunderous roar one might expect of apocalypse, but with a dreadful, silent inevitability, like a tear shed by the universe itself. It swallowed the light around it, a sphere of drowned starlight and crushing pressure, aimed unerringly at Hermes and the skeletal figure of Thanatos beside him. Benthesikyme’s vengeance, cold and absolute.
So this is how it ends? The thought crystallized in Hermes' mind, sharp and cold as glacial ice. This is how I lose?
The irony wasn't lost on him. Immortality, the divine birthright, the eternal spark – it felt like a cruel joke in this moment. It didn’t grant victory; it merely guaranteed the manner of defeat would be… prolonged. Ares, bound in a brazen jar by Otus and Ephialtes, screaming unheard for thirteen months. Prometheus, liver eternally regrown for the eagle’s feast. Kronos, dismembered by his own children, his pieces scattered like cosmic refuse. History was littered with the proof: immortality wasn't an armor against suffering, only a guarantee that the torment could be endless. Thanatos might welcome oblivion; Hermes knew only the dread of an unending sentence within that suffocating blue.
A flicker of desperate hope, fragile as a moth’s wing, brushed his thoughts. Would they come? Zeus, his father, perpetually balancing thrones and thunderbolts? Hera, nursing ancient grudges? Apollo, lost in his own prophetic labyrinths? Poseidon, churning with oceanic madness? Would any shred of kinship, any echo of the familial bonds that once forged Olympus, compel them to pry him out? Or would he become just another cautionary tale whispered in the marble halls, a footnote to Poseidon’s daughter’s wrath?
The thought that truly carved through him, sharper than any god-forged blade, was of her. May. Fragile, brilliant, broken May. Who would sit with her now as the shadows danced behind her eyes? Who would hold her hand when the visions tore her mind asunder? Who would ensure she wasn’t cold, wasn’t hungry, wasn’t alone in the crumbling house of their shattered dreams?
And Luke. His boy. His beautiful, angry, doomed son. A prophecy hung over Luke like a shroud, woven by the merciless Moirai. Hermes had schemed, bargained, bent rules, all to weave a different thread. But now? Trapped, impotent… who in the vast, indifferent pantheon would see a demigod’s tragedy and care? Who would stand between Luke and the ignominy fate had meticulously charted? Appolo, perhaps due to the brotherhood shared between Hermes and him ? But hope was a guttering candle in a hurricane.
He closed his eyes. The blue death filled his senses, a physical weight pressing against his eyelids. Resistance was ash on the wind. Only a miracle could shift the axis of this doom. And Hermes, Messenger of the Gods, Keeper of Luck, knew with chilling certainty that miracles rarely favoured gods. They were the province of mortals, fleeting sparks against the dark. No divine hand will reach for me here.
The image of May, not as she was now, haunted by sight, but as she had been – eyes alight with laughter, the curve of her smile a sanctuary – flooded him. A golden tear, thick as molten amber, welled and traced a burning path down his cheek.
May… The name was a prayer, a lament, a love song choked by despair. I love you. Gods, how I love you. I wish… The wishes piled up, useless and aching. I wish the Fates hadn’t set their shears against us from the start. I wish I could have stood before Olympus, before the mortal world, and claimed you proudly. My wife. My eternity. I wish I could have stolen immortality for you, for Luke… woven it into your very breath. I wish we could have had our forever, simple and warm and whole.
He braced for the impact, for the cold, crushing embrace of the orb. Thank you for everything, May. And… sorry. For all of it. The dreams. The madness. The son I couldn't save. For failing you. The apology hung in the silence of his own mind, the final punctuation before the end.
It should have been the end.
But isn’t love the most persistent, the most impossible miracle of all? Especially love that bridges the chasm between the eternal and the ephemeral, love that defies reason and fate? Pure, unyielding, untainted by divinity's arrogance – the love of a god and the mortal who held his soul.
The pain didn’t come. Not the shattering cold, not the crushing pressure. Instead… touch. A sensation so profound, so intimately known, it bypassed thought and resonated in the core of his divine being. Soft. Warm. Impossibly gentle. A touch that carried the scent of old books and summer rain, the memory of shared laughter in a sunlit kitchen. It wasn’t a physical caress on skin, but an imprint upon his very essence, deeper than his domains, older than his names. His heart, his soul – they knew. Recognition flared like a supernova in the dark.
His eyes snapped open, shock shattering his resignation.
“May?” The name was a ragged whisper, torn from a place beyond hope.
She stood before him. Not the May lost in fragmented visions, but May as he remembered her in their brightest days. Eyes clear, focused, holding an impossible serenity. A soft smile touched her lips. “Yes, it is me, love.”
“How?” Amazement warred with dawning horror. “I thought that y—” He couldn’t voice it. That you were broken. That the sight had devoured you.
May Castellan. Clear-sighted mortal. A rare and terrible gift. Veils meant nothing to her – not the Mist, not divine glamour, not mortal magic. She saw the world laid bare, past and present stripped of deception. She could gaze down the branching paths of the could-be, her mortal blood granting her a foresight that often shamed the gods themselves. Theseus needed Ariadne’s thread; a clear-sighted one was the thread through any labyrinth. The greatest oracles often sprang from such blood.
But the price… Oh, the price was steep. Seeing everything, especially the things that lurked beyond the ken of gods, things ancient and hungry that should remain unseen… it was an invitation to gaze into the abyss, and for the abyss to gaze hungrily back. Madness wasn't just a risk; it was an almost certain sentence. To look upon the raw threads of fate, to perceive the entities that spun them… it shattered mortal minds.
Hermes’ thoughts raced, colliding with the impossible sight before him. Years ago… a desperate plan. Luke, a toddler, his future a dark stain on their joy. May, with her terrifying sight, had conceived a defiance. If she could see fate, perhaps she could change it. Seize the mantle of the Oracle of Delphi – her blood made her eligible – and, fueled by Hermes’ own divine power, rewrite the Moirai’s cruel design. A kinder fate. A family whole. A son saved.
It had been audacious. Beautiful. Doomed. They hadn’t known about Hades’ ancient curse upon the Oracle. The attempt… it hadn’t just failed. It had shattered. May’s mind fractured under the strain. The Moirai, enraged by the audacity, had woven a punitive decree, binding Hermes, ensuring he could never truly mend what was broken, never fully shield his son. The bitterest knowledge? It could have worked. If only they’d known…
And that was why the sight of her now, lucid, present, burned with impossible, terrifying light.
He finally looked past her, truly saw his surroundings. Not the crushing void or Benthesikyme’s domain. He was sitting on the worn, comfortable sofa in the small house they’d bought together in the mortal world. Sunlight streamed through the window, catching dust motes dancing in the air. The faded rug, the bookshelf overflowing with May’s eclectic collection, the faint scent of chamomile tea… it was their sanctuary, their dream of a paradise to raise Luke. A place untouched by divine squabbles. A place that felt like home.
“Is this a dream?” His voice was hoarse, disbelieving. “Is any of this real?”
May’s smile remained, soft yet carrying an unfathomable weight. She reached out, her hand hovering near his cheek, radiating that impossible, grounding warmth. “This is both real and not real,” she said, her voice clear and calm. “But it is real enough to matter.” She paused, her gaze holding his with terrifying intensity. “I looked. I saw what was happening to you, dear.”
A self-mocking twist touched Hermes’ lips. The god of thieves, caught. The swiftest, trapped. “It doesn’t look good at all, does it?”
“No,” she agreed, her voice gentle but firm. “It doesn’t.”
“Sorry,” he murmured, the word thick with centuries of regret, for Luke, for her, for this final failure.
Her response was swift, startlingly familiar. A light, almost playful flick on his nose. “None of that, mister.” Her eyes held a ghost of their old spark. “Instead of turning all broody and tragic, you should smile. You’re far prettier when you do.” A beat, then softer, infinitely more tender: “And see? I have a plan. For it not to end like this.”
Heat flooded Hermes’ face. An Olympian deity, older than written language, blushing like a youth under the gaze of his beloved. The sheer, ridiculous humanity of it anchored him even as dread coiled tighter.
Her expression shifted, the bittersweet ache returning, deepening the lines around her eyes. “Even… even when the madness took hold, when I was lost in the storm of sights… a part of me always felt you. Caring for me. Watching over me. Trying.” A single tear escaped, tracing a path mirroring his earlier golden one, but mortal, clear. “We never got our vows before witnesses, Hermes. But in my heart? In sickness and in health. In luck and unluck. Always.” Her voice broke slightly on the last word. “Your love… it never wavered. It was my anchor in the storm.”
“Of course I love you,” he breathed, the words raw, stripped bare of divine grandeur. He clasped her hand, the touch sending a jolt through him. “We promised. Always.”
The bittersweetness in her eyes intensified, becoming a physical ache in the air. It was the look of someone beholding something unbearably precious, knowing it must be shattered. “I’m not an all-powerful god like you, Hermes,” she said, her voice gaining a new, unsettling resonance. “If anything, I am weak.”
As she spoke, the idyllic scene fractured. Like painted scenery catching fire at the edges. The sunlight dimmed, replaced by a flickering, malevolent orange glow. The scent of chamomile vanished, swallowed by the acrid sting of smoke. Flames erupted silently from the floorboards, licked at the bookshelves, devoured the faded rug. The comfortable sofa beneath him felt suddenly hot, unstable. The veil ripped away, revealing the sanctuary as a pyre.
Terror, colder and more absolute than any he’d felt facing the blue orb, seized Hermes’ throat. It wasn't fear for himself. It was the terror of understanding, of seeing that look in May’s eyes – a look of final, irrevocable farewell. His heart hammered against his ribs, a frantic bird trapped.
She smiled, a soft, sad curve of her lips amidst the rising inferno. “I can’t give you much that would help you,” she said, her voice unnervingly calm against the crackle of flames that hadn't been there a moment before. “Except my everything.”
“May,” Hermes choked out, surging forward, instinct overriding thought. “Please. You’re scaring me.” He tried to pull her towards him, away from the encroaching fire.
She seemed not to hear him, her gaze fixed on something beyond, something only her clear sight could perceive. “The only thing I have left to give… is my everything. My sight. My love.” Her words were final, a pronouncement.
He lunged. Not with godly speed, but with desperate, mortal urgency. To grab her, to shield her, to stop this sacrifice he suddenly understood with horrifying clarity. Hermes, the Fleet-Footed, the Swift One…
He wasn't fast enough.
The roof above them exploded inwards, not with debris, but with writhing, shadow-black tendrils. They shot down like serpents forged from nightmare, coiling around his arms, his torso, his legs with impossible strength. They wrenched him upwards, away from her, with brutal, indifferent force. He thrashed, divine power flaring uselessly against bindings woven from pure, sacrificial intent. Below him, the fire roared, a living beast consuming their home, their past, their dream. Its heat washed over him, a physical assault. It crept closer, an inexorable tide, towards the woman standing serenely at its heart.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” The scream tore from him, raw with divine power and human despair, shaking the burning timbers. It wasn’t a question; it was a denial, a plea.
May looked up at him, suspended in the grip of the shadow-tendrils. Flames licked at the hem of her dress, but her gaze was only for him, clear and impossibly loving. “A sacrifice,” she said, her voice carrying perfectly over the inferno’s roar. “Of my everything.” A flicker of pain crossed her face as the fire touched skin, but her voice remained steady. “Don’t be angry, my love. In a way… I was already lost. Already gone. But this?” She smiled, a radiant, heartbreaking thing. “This gives you a chance. To be there for Luke. To change things. A clear path… bought with clear sight.”
The fire engulfed her legs, climbed her body. Hermes strained against the tendrils with every ounce of his being, muscles screaming, divinity flaring in useless bursts of light. “NO! There must be another way! Something else! PLEASE, MAY! DON’T DO THIS!” His voice cracked, echoing with the sound of a world ending.
The flames reached her shoulders, kissed her face. Yet her eyes held his, unwavering, filled with a love that outshone the consuming fire. “I love you, Hermes,” she whispered, the words a gentle sigh lost in the roar.
Then, everything – the house, the fire, the tendrils, her – dissolved. Not into darkness, but into pure, blinding, all-consuming light. The light of a mortal soul burning itself out to defy fate for the god she loved.
The last thing Hermes saw before the light swallowed him whole was her smile. The last thing he heard, echoing in the void left behind, was his own shattered voice screaming her name into the sudden, terrible silence.
MAY!
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Antonio Adams
Thanks for the chapter
