Elle Rose
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🕑 Added 2024-06-15 04:36:51 +0000 UTCThis was the day before I got terribly sick, well actually I had been sick with a respiratory Cold or something, but the day after this I moved and I felt so sick to my stomach all day, and had really bad stomach symptoms for about a week. Just recently I got my appetite back and am really trying to gain a little weight because of the stress and strain depleting me of more than I wanted. Compounded with having to prematurely fire one of my caregivers, it definitely affected my will to live as well as my appetite. Thank God it's coming back, and I'll be talking more about my"" Haunted apartment"" in the coming videos. Everything is always changing, even in the life of someone who is physically paralyzed. A lot of people do not understand this about disability, but it is the nature of a disability to constantly disrupt and change everything and everyone around it or affected by it. Life is never stagnant. I don't think, after what I've experienced this month and last month, that you can believe in the supernatural until you experience it. I can confidently say, I never truly encountered it until recently. Mysterious I know, but soon I will share and it's the first time in my life I can honestly say I encountered it, not just believed it was out there. And it's no joke. I mean, when I experienced my injury I did come close to supernatural things, but overall it was a forced, drugged vision like a copy of the supernatural. Really encountering it, things you cannot absolutely explain as well as energies at play not just imagination, just remind you that there HAS to be some kind of benevolent higher power, otherwise we are all evil and everything is evil and we're all doomed. I'd like to believe that's not true, and I'll share more in the coming videos about my haunted apartment and the night terrors… am I being haunted, or did I just take a double dose of Lexapro right before bed for almost a week, as well as moving residences and going through a virus right before another week of intense stress.?? We shall see.
