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Update on Life Garbage and Artwork
🕑 Added 2023-11-29 18:31:24 +0000 UTCTL;DR
I'm not dead, I am still drawing/working. Home life is about as bad as it's ever been. Backing up my PC has been taking literal weeks. And I have some things for you to enjoy that I'll post later today.
The detailed version:
Drama
- I'm sorry for the utter lack of posting. My depression is still bad, and my current home life with my wife's and my ADHD issues is at an all time low, and it's adding to our combine suffering. Drama with friends and my wife's various relationships has also been a dumpster fire for months. And it takes a massive toll on my already very limited psychological wellness. Seriously, just while writing this I have had to put out two separate drama fires just to continue working.
Work and Data Backups
- Due to the above, just about all I've been doing this month has been (a far too long put off) backup of my phone/PC data. All my photos, music, artwork, animation, other projects, etc. And usually that's only a day or two to complete... but I had put off sorting through roughly 30,000 files (no that's not an exaggeration, actually 30k). Much of it is fairly easy to sort: real life pics I took, fursuit and art and other pics I like collect, stuff from work, ai generated stuff, etc. But it still takes time.
I think I'm down to the last 2-4k files or so, but these are the ones hardest to sort. And then I still have to back it all up which is tedious in it's own horrible way.
Art
- I'll have a few things posted for you here in a bit. This was supposed to be a month where I get more animation training done. I am rather sick of things not going well and to plan.
All I want in life is a living wage to do the work I love and to not have to deal with constant problems beyond my control. I don't need to be rich or famous, but god, I need my life to be stable. Patreon keeps alienating their creators and patrons with constant and terrible shifts in policies, and the economy and my own woes hurting workflow threaten my ability to even pay rent (I am currently $75 BELOW my rent goal for the coming month and I am terrified as ever that things will get worse.
Thank you for those still hanging on with me.
I am trying harder than I ever have, even if it doesn't look like I'm doing much.
- Fox
