VillainChin
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I'm so sorry it took so long. Thank you for waiting everyone!
🕑 Added 2025-10-02 04:38:32 +0000 UTCHello everyone, this is Villainchin!
First of all, I’m really sorry for being away for such a long time.
The anxiety symptoms I thought I had under control came back stronger, so I had to take some time off to recover both my health and my working environment.
About a month ago, I tried to keep working even during my hospitalization, but I wasn’t giving myself enough mental rest.
The anxiety that I was managing fairly well started to grow after my stay in the hospital, and it began to affect my daily life.
I originally wanted to just take some medication and keep working, but after consulting with my doctor, I was diagnosed again with adjustment disorder and was advised to take about three months of rest.
Luckily, with help from my relatives, I was able to stay in a more comfortable place with support around me, and that really made recovery possible.
I used to have a big fear of psychiatric medication and hospitals because of a long break I once had due to misuse of medication. But this time, I’ve been very careful, and I can see how much of a real help it is when used properly.
Right now, my condition is improving—I can manage my symptoms with medication, I can sleep longer, and even the blister on my foot has been treated.
The biggest change is my surroundings: having people to talk to every day has been a huge source of stability. (And most importantly—it’s not a shared bathroom anymore!) My uncle especially has been such a blessing. I feel very lucky.
I’m truly sorry for worrying you without any notice.
Even though I know you would always trust and support me if I had just said I’d be late, at the time I couldn’t bear to admit it to myself. I hated feeling like I’d be late again, and I couldn’t even trust myself.
Please forgive me for speaking up only after taking this time away, and thank you so much for always waiting for me.
What matters the most is showing you my art.
Three months of complete rest felt way too long, so about a week ago I insisted (well… more like begged for permission) to start drawing again at a safe pace.
I tested things out with some personal sketches while chatting with persons on Internet, and it was such a fun experience! Thanks to that, I confirmed that as long as my condition doesn’t worsen, I can keep drawing without issues.
All previously delayed works will be released for free, and I’ll do my best to take care of my health so that I can properly resume paid content again.
Seia is currently about halfway done!
Of course, I gave her a swimsuit, and the scene will take place at the pool. Since Cartethyia turned out with a darker atmosphere, Seia will be much brighter and more cheerful in tone.
I’ll keep a steady pace and finish the remaining scenes—just a little more patience, please!
The plan is: finish and upload Cartethyia →hen prepare the new vote page →complete Seia, and also catch up on the other things I missed.
Once again, I’m so sorry for making you worry, and thank you deeply for waiting for me.
October is already here! It feels like we’re stepping into the closing chapter of the year. Just as I’ve managed to take a small step forward, I hope that you, too, will find new steps of progress ahead I hope you all have a wonderful day Thank you!
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VillainChin
Thank you so much for leaving a comment, Tsi. Thanks to this, I was able to focus a little more on my surroundings. We will work hard to show you Seia as much as you have waited. thank you! Have a happy day TSI!!!
VillainChin
Thank you so so much for your Comment, personthing221!!!! I will take better care of myself so I can show you my pictures for a longer period of time. Please come see Seia this time! Have a happy day!!💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Tsi
Welcome back :) Glad to hear that you're condition is improving. Take care of yourself and don't stress you to much about the work, you're health is way more important 🙏
personthing221
Wishing the best for you homie, take care of yourself first and foremost 💖
VillainChin
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Zapallo! I'll work hard to recover without worrying! Seia looks so cute!💕💕💕💕💕 I'm sure you'll love it. Stay tuned! Have a wonderful day, Zapallo!💕💕
VillainChin
Thank you so much for leaving a comment, ST! I'll recover quickly and show you a better side of myself. I hope you're staying in a warm place like me, ST. Have a wonderful day, ST!
VillainChin
JBR! Thank you so much for welcoming me! I'll take extra care of my health and take good care of myself Please look forward to Seia! Have a great day, JBR! Thank you!!
Zapallo
Welcome back Villainchin! As always please take care of your health, we can wait for sexy Seia 💕
st
Welcome back! Glad to hear everything getting better~
JBR-173
Welcome back~~( ^w^ ))))
VillainChin
Thanks for saying that, Mooogs! I thought so too, so I went to recovery. but. I'm so sorry for not being able to tell you sooner and for worrying you. I will take good care of my health so that I can show a better side of myself. I will make sure not to overdo it when drawing! I absolutely hate hospitals... I want to stop going. But Medicion are truly amazing! It was scary because of the overuse, but isn't the effect really magical? Thanks for the comment mooogs! Have a nice day always!!
VillainChin
Horo! Thank you so much for your concern! If I take the medicine, my symptoms get much better! I was very negative about drug use. But.. Now my thoughts have completely changed! I will treat it diligently and show you the next picture as soon as possible. Be happy, Mr. HORO!
VillainChin
Thank you sheryiu! I'm really sorry that I had to recover without being able to say anything. The surrounding environment has changed a lot, so the future recovery is positive! Seia I think it will turn out really cute! I can't wait to show you. Please come see it! Have a happy day sheryiu!!
VillainChin
huh! Thank you, 我需要滋嘣. Thanks to your patience, I was able to recover well. Now I'm trying to think more positively about using drugs. and i will treat diligently without abusing it. Stay healthy always, 我需要滋嘣!!
VillainChin
Thank you so much for your comfort, Arbirawr. I WIll always think about physical condition first! and I will try my best to show you pictures for a long time. The surrounding environment has changed a bit now, but there are a lot of people and dog! Maybe you can get a lot of help in recovering your mind! create good results I will show you a good piece of work. Thank you always! Have a nice day today! That is my best wish!
VillainChin
MIMI! I saw the post that expressed concern. Thank you so much for leaving a comment when I wasn't there. I'm really sorry that I wasn't stronger. I will take better care of myself and be able to show you my paintings for a long time. Always be happy MIMI!!!
VillainChin
Thanks to you all, I was able to control the portion size. It's my fault for not taking better care of myself. The surrounding environment has changed a lot, but I adapted well. I will do my best to show you the pictures! Be happy always 白楼倚梦!! Thank you for your comment!!
VillainChin
Sorry to keep you waiting, Paimes! As you said, I will become stronger so I can show you more pictures! I will always be careful. Stay healthy, Paimes! have a good day!!!
VillainChin
Megumin Thank you so much for always writing comments with such care! I will work hard to become a little stronger and be able to show you more pictures. The surrounding environment has changed a lot! I think it's really nice to have someone I can eat with! The condition isn’t bad either! If take the medicine, it will calm down so much that i fine! More than anything, I am very positive that I am in a good condition to paint! I will work hard to control my condition so that I can show pictures for a long time. Thanks Megumin! Stay healthy always and have a great day today!
VillainChin
Thanks for your patience Vutdefaq! you always comforting me like this. I will work hard to manage it better. Vutdafaq, stay healthy always!!
VillainChin
It is difficult to say that his physical condition is good, but... The surroundings have really improved! Now that an environment where I can focus on drawing has been created, I will work hard to draw the rest of Seia so that I can show you! Thank you for welcoming me. I hope Squirtward stays healthy too! have a good day!
VillainChin
I'm sorry, みゅん. You always come to apply for Mouse. I disapoitied you. I'll be sure to show you the voting page and the work I drew quickly! Have a happy day always, みゅん!! THanks comment!
VillainChin
Thanks for the welcome me JAck! I'm really sorry. The surroundings have really improved! I will work hard to draw the remaining works so that I can show them as soon as possible. Don’t forget to rest! JAckshxy, don’t overdo it and stay healthy always! have a good day!!!
VillainChin
I wanted to come as quickly as possible, but I'm sorry I'm a little late, Yantai. I can’t wait to show you the rest of my work! Please wait a little longer! Have a happy day!
VillainChin
I'm really sorry it took so long, Mr. 996. The condition is a little bad, but the environment has improved a lot! Thank you for your welcome. have a good day!!!!
mooogs
Welcome back! and don't rush it! i've said it before and I'll always say it again, your health is much more important! though at the same time i understand wanting to draw because it's something you enjoy. we'll always wait for you! ps i hate hospitals too
HORO
Take care of yourself and be well
sheryiu
Welcome back! Take rest when you need to and don't care about working. Personal health should always be in the first place, physical and mental.
我需要滋嘣
欢迎回来，健康永远是最重要的。
Arbirawr
Stay safe, don’t let us add to your anxiety and stress—I’m confident we all want what’s best for you, so take your time with projects and take as many beaks as you need. Best wishes
MiMi
Welcome back! Glad to hear you're fine now Totally understand with mental health issue Please take care of yourself 🙏
白楼倚梦
welcome back. Don't put too much pressure on yourself
Paimes
Welcome back!! I'm glad you're doing well stay strong.
BiteZaMegumin
HELLO CHINY!!!! I AM SO GLAD, THAT YOU BACK! I was worried! It is sad, that you are NOT alright and that you had stress problem, but i can understand you. I am too in new university and have some physical problems because of stress. I hope that you will feel okay. I was really worried, because it was a pretty long break. I understand, that you close yourself from "work" when you have problems, so i will not tell you to have platform, where you can contact us more frequently. Even if i want to say that. Do you eat well? Do you feel well? Is everything alright? With best regards, BiteZaMegumin
vutdafaq
welcome back!
squirtward01
welcome back!! i am glad you still okay.😥😢
みゅん
Welcome back！！
Jackshxy
Welcome back!
yantai203
welcome back！！
Loser996
没事就好，很高兴你能回来！
