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Wips and personal stuff update
🕑 Added 2024-03-20 03:39:40 +0000 UTCHey! Once again I just wanna apologize for having such a slow year so far; I swear things are still slowly happening behind the scene. Shylily and the Fischl remaster are up next in the queue, and then the rest of the year will (hopefully) be packed. Here's a little peek of how Lily will tease you with her "womp womps":
And now for why I've been so slow this year...
As I mentioned in my last update, I'm in my last semester of school and it's been such a big push to keep up with everything; I've had almost no time for myself, even less so to get in the right mindset to make videos. It's taken a massive mental toll on me and I can't with good conscious force myself to make a video just for the sake of getting something out knowing it'll be subpar. You can think of it as a sort of creative break and reset. The SWC series really pushed me to my creative limits and I just needed time to cool it a bit. I'm having a hard time focusing on anything and getting the flow going, so I hope you guys understand. The good news is that after this week I'll have a tinyyy bit more of free time since my Senior class event will be finished and I'll have one less class to worry about, and then after April 18 I'll be completely free of school obligations and can return to making more videos for you all. On a totally unrelated note, I've also just been going through some rather complicated relationship issues and it's been putting me down over and over so I just can't really focus like I said. This has been going on since last November starting on my birthday ironically and I think that might be the reason it's been so hard for me. All of this has become one big domino effect, resulting in me struggling with money and then just repeating that cycle of depression, lack of motivation, no content, and no money. I've hardly been getting by with rent for my apartment (fuck NY housing pricing), but on the bright side my lease expires as soon as I finish school so I won't have nearly as much financial strain.
Thank you all again for your continued support over the last four years. It's because of you all that I can have a roof over my head and food on the table. It's crazy to think I've been doing this for four years, and I don't plan on retiring just yet. Don't forget, a certain sly kitsune is still lurking in the dark, lying in wait to pounce on her prey...
