FehForFun
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Updates on patreon because of my health~
🕑 Added 2019-07-28 03:44:22 +0000 UTCI dont wanna *make* everyone read it, so do it if you will, I will start with the patreon change and then you can skip the health stuff after
***PATREON***
[NEW] Tier 01: Just the tip!
- Access to Polls
- Access to patreon feed
This new tier is for people that want to support or to just have a clean feed, also opens a wider range of support
[OLD] Tier 01 - 1 Image per Month ($2) -> [NEW]Tier 02 - 1 Image per month ($3)
The price will change to $3 and future patreon exclusive pieces (and patreon exclusive variations) will go here, if you already pledge $2 nothing will change for you, you DO NOT need to pay more to get the rewards
[UPDATE] Tier 03 - 3 Images per month
The only change is that this tier will get at least 3 images per month, anything extra I do will come here, but its EXTRA (im saying that more for me than for you if you read the health part of this)
GOAL CHANGE:
Goals will be by number os patrons e not by money, so I can add small rewards like variations to previous arts every 10-15 new patrons and do giveaways for big numbers like 150 or 200 patrons!
Thats it for now and how I intend to keep for the rest of the year.
***HEALTH STATUS***
Hello!
First, thank you for all of you who are here! A bit of good news is that I menage to try a new (sexual) therapy that was only possible because of all of you, and it opened some windows on how to deal with a sexual thing I have(anorgasmia-ish) that is directly related with anxiety, so thank you so much forever <3
Now the bad stuff
About 2 or 3 weeks ago I had a really intense breakdown, I know I tecnically promisse one art per month here, but if I didnt deliver 5 or more I would feel like I am a failure and everyone would leave my patreon cause the only thing I have to offer is quantity even tough I wanna do more rendered arts that takes at least 5 times the time of a regular art I do and--
And thats how I overworked myself this whole year into a point where I basically lost contact with all my friends and can't sleep, not even with brand new anxiety meds cause I got used to them very fast.
(CW: suicidal toughts for the next paragraph)
One day I started freaking out so much for a momment I tought the only way out was killing myself BUT IM FINE I am a lucky person with love and support, so I just called my mom and asked her to get me some doctors cause I have been procrastinating on that for the past couple months so its better is she does it. I am also reavaluating my life choices and routine (since a 7minute walk can kill my stamine and i weight barely 60kg),
(done, you can read this final bits)
I am still extremely anxious on a daily basis at the momment but things should change one step at a time!
Thank you so much if you read all the way to the end, and if you didnt its okay too
Have a nice day,
Fernanda
Comments
Kiraloverless
I get really worried for artists I care about, please do your best to get well. I know that I am supporting you because of your work, not how often you post. It's rare to see an artist share so much and I appreciate what you make for not only myself but others too. Be safe ๐
Amelie Rose
Take care Feh <3 glad to know you're better
Thank you! Iโm working on it ๐ค
Thank you so much tsar ๐
Thanksss im just so anxious T_T
Thank you!!! Love you too <3
aaa thank you for the kindness ><
Terra Mitchy
Take care of you first <3 Wishing you the best and hoping you find what works best for you!
Tsar
We're happy to know you're doing alright! Your art is amazing no matter what! Take a break if you must, we'll always support you!
TheCottonCandyZombie
Iโm glad youโre getting help but please donโt think we would love you any less if you give us just one artwork compared to multiple. Take care of yourself. You are more important.
Rashel Izro
I'm really proud of you that you're seeking the help and take care of your health. Love you Feh!
Take care of yourself first. Your art is beautiful but you matter more. I'll be here supporting you on here no matter what. ๐๐๐
Im going to my 3rd appointment next week! Iโm gonna respect my time ๐ค thank you for the nice message!!
Thank you!!!!!
Thank yooou!!
Im not really leaving ahuahauha just gonna have a healthier life ๐ค thank you tho!!
Thank you so much! ๐ญ
I can definetly use a pillow mountain ๐ thank you!!!
Me too! I know Iโm lucky!!
Thanks! Specially for the energy โจ
Thanks!!!
Thank you ๐ญ
I'm glad you're getting therapy! It's might not seem much at first, but it does get better overtime and pills are super important too! Take as long as you need!!! Shoot it took me about 3-4 months when I was at my lowest point. I'm really thankful for all your art and KiriBaku! Love ya bunch, feel better!
Health always come first โค๏ธ weโll be here! Good luck getting things taken care of โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
Mads
Please take care of yourself first! Sending lots of hugs and support your way <3
Take it easy. Your health comes first! We will await your return~
Youโre an awesome artist and anything you can do, while taking care of your health we are all happy to have. Definitely put yourself first and I hope you feel better soon!
Atem Morrel
I offer hugs, a fluffy cat to snuggle, hot chocolate, and a pillow mountain should you desire! Please take care of yourself first and foremost! ๐๐๐
Hannah Henderson
I'm so happy you have good support!! Please put yourself first ๐๐
Take care of yourself first and then the art! Iโm sure weโll all be very understanding of that. Sending you some energy ๐๐ซ
Maycea
Please donโt overwork yourself! Your health is the most important! I think everyone will understand if you need to step back a bit. ๐
Jill Cate
Take care of you; I support your choices, your art, and your health. Wishing you better feelings soon ๐โค๏ธ
