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Chapter 99.5 - Service Heaven
🕑 Added 2018-06-08 21:51:16 +0000 UTC "[You're slooow!]" Aorutihaua flies circles around the Chaos carrier while nagging about my speed. At first I thought they were the stoic type once they put on their full helm, but apparently, that isn't the case once they also wear the Golden Shawl that allows them to fly."[We're above the ocean, so I can't just experiment with my form.]" I reply through my avatar sitting on top of the balloon next to Tahiri. Last time I tried recreating a jet plane, it flipped me over, so I'm not too keen on trying it with passengers and out over the sea. If that means it'll take a while longer, then that's how it is.
"[Boo...]" The Child of the Sun makes, and I can imagine them pouting underneath that black helmet.
"[So, where were we?]" I turn to the God of Storm and try to pick up our conversation from before we were interrupted by the childishness of the little god buzzing about the airship like an annoying fly.
"[You were asking about how to make up with Tokomaha.]" Tahiri replies with a knowing grin.
"[Ah... yeah.]" I scratch my cheek bashfully. Normally, I wouldn't really want to ask for advice in regards to relationship issues, but somehow I feel that Tokomaha deserves better treatment from me. While it's true that I don't like those who act hard to get or just can't be honest with their feelings that are obvious to everyone else, the God of Growth has grown on me.
I know I shouldn't do it, but the comparison with Aurelia comes quite easily; they're both very prideful. After last night with the golden girl, I understand that she isn't shy and clearly knows what she wants, but has high standards that I need to uphold if I want to stay with her. Tokomaha, on the other hand, hasn't made anything clear - aside from enjoying being taken for a ride seemingly one-sidedly.
"[Have you tried talking to her?]" The God of Storm states in a matter of fact tone.
"[You make it sound simple.]" I lie down and place my head on her lap casually. She doesn't mind and looks down at me with a raised eyebrow while regarding my question.
"[Because it is.]" With a shrug, she replies. "[Why does everybody have to make things complicated? Everything can be resolved through talking. Action comes only when either side thinks that there are no other options.]"
I don't think she's referring to relationship problems with that last line of hers. It sounds more like something applicable to altercations, be it between individuals or nations. Though I guess it's true to a certain extent; I should have a talk with Tokomaha before anything else.
"[Guess I'll give it a try.]" I sit up from Tahiri's lap and turn to smile at her.
"[Always happy to help.]" She returns it and takes a gulp from her jug of alcohol.
"[Thank you.]" My avatar melts into the balloon while waving at her, and she waves back.
I form from the ceiling of the bridge and slowly come down. Everybody is in their own rooms, so it's empty in here. Since this ship is literally just me, there are no instruments or a steering wheel, so I don't have to check for any course errors or malfunctions. Looking around, I wonder why I came here rather than go directly to Tokomaha's room.
Then again, I should go there and knock, rather than drop in without announcing myself. It worked last time because she was in the right mood for it, but currently, she won't be happy if I do that.
Thus, I physically walk through the central corridor of the living quarters and go to the little goddess' room, even though I can move through the walls easily. Need to keep some semblance of normalcy even for someone like me.
"[It's me.]" I knock on her door and call out to her. There's no reply, and for a second I wonder whether she's asleep or not in. But before I can form an eye on the other side of the door, I hear something from inside. Don't tell me she was masturbating again or something.
The door opens, and Tokomaha is standing there, looking up at me with defiant eyes. There are no signs of her having cried recently or anything like that, but it's clear that she's been upset since this morning.
"[What do you want?]" She asks me in an abrasive tone, and I forcefully step into the room, causing her to stagger back. "[Hey, what are you-]"
I close the door behind me and look at the little goddess with intent eyes. She realizes her situation and is feeling nervous, but there's also a hint of anticipation in her eyes. Then she notices her own thoughts and shakes her head to clear it. Apparently, she doesn't want this to go like the last few times when I basically forced myself on her.
Neither do I.
"[I've come to apologize.]" I finally say. Normally, this is where I would bow deeply, but I hold myself back from following my instincts. This nation doesn't have that kind of custom other than for people to show subservience to others. That's not the message I want to give her. "[My words this morning were out of line.]"
Tokomaha doesn't say anything and avoids eye contact. She's not making this easy; I'm making some concessions here, so she should at least reply. But the fact that she didn't just ignore me or slam the door on me when she saw me on the other side means that she's willing to at least listen to me.
"[There's something I have to tell you.]" I think this might be the first time I'm having this talk in such a straightforward way. So far, I've taken my situation with the girls for granted, especially because Kamii and Hestia were always so devoted and silently accommodating. Even Aurelia has shown understanding, though she did attach a rule.
I begin by telling Tokomaha about the girls waiting somewhere on the other side of the world, and how I've been living my life so far. Throughout, her face shows a wide range of expressions, but I can see from her reactions to my mention of other girls that she does disapprove of it. That's not good.
"[What do you think of me now?]" When I'm done, I let the little goddess decide.
She looks up at me with her amber eyes, her gaze unwavering. But it only lasts for a moment, before she looks away with a difficult expression. She's remained silent ever since I first started talking, and that hasn't changed even now. Walking over to the bed and plopping down on it, Tokomaha cradles her legs and seems to be deep in thought.
I remain standing in the center of the room where she left me and wait. This will need some time, I think, but that's what we have plenty of right now. Unlike all the others before, it seems that she's really thinking about what it means to share me with somebody else - especially with as many as four or more others.
The problem I have is that I believe each one of them deserves my full attention, but at the same time, I can't leave them all for any single one. While it would be frowned upon or even hated if I were in a shounen harem story, this here is my reality. I never thought things would get to the point where this could happen to me. But I also never thought I would be reincarnated as a cosmic horror, so there's that.
"[Chaos...]" Finally, Tokomaha looks up and speaks in a quiet voice. She pauses for a moment, and there's silence once again. I try not to look too eager to hear her words so that she doesn't feel any pressure to continue. Then, while looking straight into my eyes, she says what I didn't know I needed to hear right now. "[I love you...]"
If I had a heart in this form, it would have skipped ten beats. I know that she'll say something after this, but for now, I'm really happy that she feels this way about me.
"[I don't like it.]" She says with a miffed sideways glance. Huh, she doesn't like the fact that she loves me? "[That I have to share you. I don't like it.]" As if she noticed the ambiguity of her statement, she explains her words. "[But it seems that if I want to stay with you, I'll have to accept it.]"
I have to hold myself back from saying the wrong thing here. In a way, I wanted to say that she shouldn't have to accept it if it hurts her inside. I'm sure she could find somebody devoted only to her. But at the same time, I understand the feeling of loving a person so much that you don't want to let them go. Only that for me, it applies to several people.
"[So promise me at least one thing.]" Tokomaha focuses on me and the determination in her gaze surprises me; it reminds me of Aurelia's expression on the bridge yesterday. "[That when you're with me, you won't look at anybody else.]"
They're basically the same words as the golden girl's. Her sentiment is understandable, and I can get behind that promise just like I did with Aurelia's. I won't make the same kind of joke with the little goddess though since it seems like that admittance took a lot from her. She won't be able to handle me making insensitive jokes right now.
"[Thank you.]" I walk over to Tokomaha and lean in on her while placing a hand on her cheek. "[I promise.]"
Then, for the first time, I kiss her lips properly, as a lover would. I remembered that during all our escapades we never shared a heartfelt kiss. The first time I met her, I forced my prolonged tongue into her mouth as part of her punishment, and every single time afterward, our lips never even touched.
Now that I think about it, I never really let her feel my appreciation for her properly. I'm going to mend that now and shower her with my love.
When we separate, she looks up at me with glazed eyes and breathes heavily. I didn't notice the passage of time during our connection, but apparently it was quite long. However, this is far from over, and I need to give her more to convey my feelings for her.
I gently push her down onto the bed and bring my lips to hers again. Unlike the previous times, when I went directly into the action, I'm giving things time to develop naturally - even though I'm feeling really impatient to consummate our now clearly established relationship.
"[Chaos...]" Tokomaha looks up at me with moist eyes and the most defenseless expression imaginable. It stirs something inside me that hasn't reared its head in a while now, nagging at the back of my sanity and telling me to ravage this girl before me with everything I have.
I drown that chaotic instinct in another affectionate kiss. The little goddess reciprocates it, and our tongues coil in a sensual dance as the world around us fades away. Then it all comes back when we separate, and I find myself in the mood to go for a round. And I see in her eyes that she is, too.
"[I want it now...]" Her face is flushed red with embarrassment at saying these words, but there are clear signs of anticipation in her eyes and quivering lips. Last time I had to tickle it out of her, but now she's asking for it on her own accord. However, she says something next that I didn't expect in the slightest. "[... let me do it.]"
Suddenly, I feel a pair of hands on my back and spin my head around. There, another Tokomaha stands, an expression of shy affection on her face. I turn back to the little goddess on the bed and find that her expression is a similar one, although I detect a hint of triumph in it.
Wait, I've never seen a clone show such a range of expressions before. The most they've done was being sassy to me on the battlefield, although that could just as well have been the real Tokomaha each time. Did she improve her abilities or something like that?
"[I asked you not to look at other girls when you're with me, but that one is also me.]" The one on the bed gives me a mischievous smile, and her voice holds pride at the implication of this situation. "[So you can ask me for a... 'threesome'.]"
My mind is blown.
This must be what Awhina whispered to Tokomaha before our final farewells. But she shouldn't have understood what I talked to Aurelia about, so either my children explained it to her, or the golden girl did. And considering my children could have just told Tokomaha directly, that basically leaves only Aurelia, who indirectly gave the little goddess a hint. Is she actually looking out for her?
Maybe I'm just thinking too much, but that would mean she's helping someone she should consider a rival. Though truth be told, each of the girls provides me with something different that I enjoy, so she most likely knows that there's no reason for any rivalry between them. Kamii's cuteness is unparalleled, and her petite frame stirs one of my basest desires. Hestia is the submissive type that shows me the greatest expressions of ecstasy. Aurelia stands with me on equal footing and won't lose to me in skill.
I used to think Tokomaha found her niche in being the cute tsundere pet that somewhat enjoys being tied up. Now I know that she can give me something none of the others can; I can have a threesome without breaking her rule.
"[Or is lying with two at the same time not enough for you?]" The little goddess looks up at me with a prideful smugness I've never seen on her before. Then another pair of hands grabs my arm, and I can feel modest breasts press against it. On my right, another Tokomaha clone appeared, also wearing a lovely smile on her face.
Where is she getting the materials to create them from? Each clone requires some amount of matter from the surroundings, but everything inside the Chaos carrier is made from my own body, so she shouldn't be able to use any of that.
My thoughts take a backseat when the two clones turn me around and push me down onto the bed. The real Tokomaha has rolled aside and now mounts me, an unexpectedly lascivious glint in her eyes. Then she closes in and presses her lips onto mine in a proactive move.
All our times before was me one-sidedly playing with her for my own enjoyment, and her passively taking it for her own pleasure. That's why this situation is pretty fresh.
Then I feel the two clones get to work on my body, touching me in several places at once, although just barely skirting the most sensitive erogenous zones. Whether they're doing it consciously or not I don't know, but it makes me impatient. Well, I think that's the point, so I simply enjoy it while continuing my kiss with Tokomaha.
"[Bring it out.]" The little goddess backs away slightly and says this while staring into my eyes with the most straightforward gaze.
"[What do you mean?]" I'm genuinely wondering since I can bring out a lot of things. Then I understand a split second later and feel like smacking my head. Every time I've done it with her, I've been using a certain template as a finisher move. "[Oh.]"
She doesn't fault me for not understanding right away and looks down at my body as I grow an appendage that no woman should possess. All three of the girls are staring at it emerging with wide-eyed fascination, and I can immediately feel the area become hot and stiffen up due to all the attention. Seems to be a shy member. In fact, I'm feeling a little embarrassed myself. This is really my first time with more than one girl at a time - even if they're really all just the same person.
"[Look at you, getting ready to go.]" Tokomaha's face fills my vision, and she grabs my cheeks for another sensual kiss.
I feel something touch the shaft of my newly grown member and identify it as a tongue. An electric shock runs through my abdomen at the sensation and the realization that this is the first time I'm getting serviced in such a fashion.
Then I feel another tongue circling the tip, and a shudder runs through my whole body. The two clones are attacking from different angles at the same time, and it's a feeling I've never had before. It's the legendary double blowjob!
During all that, Tokomaha is continuing to coil her tongue around mine while her hands have left my cheeks, and are massaging my head and neck in the same manner as I've teased her before. She seems to have learned well, as my whole body grows hotter and hotter from the multi-pronged assault.
That's when I feel a new pair of hands grabbing my left arm and bringing it up to small but soft mounds. My eyes snap open, and I find one more Tokomaha clone making me play with her breasts while looking at me with a passionate gaze.
My other hand is taken by another clone and guided towards the point between her legs, where I feel wetness. Pressing my fingers into her soaking wet folds and inserting them herself, she let out a hot moan that causes my arousal to peak.
"[Woah!]" The two clones working on my lower body make in surprise and stop. I know the reason why; I can feel myself standing rock-hard at full mast, pulsing at the beat of my quickened heartbeat. "[Incredible...]"
Their breaths touch my skin, and I feel another wave of arousal wash over me. Then I feel wet warmth envelop the tip and a tongue run across the opening before the sensation begins to travel down the entire shaft.
My breath is stuck in my throat. Tokomaha realizes it and ends our kiss. Instead, she takes the opportunity to assault my breasts with her fingers, twirling the peaks while bringing her lips to my neck and nibbling on it. Even though my mouth is free now, I can't form a single coherent word.
The clone working with my left hand brings it up higher and begins to suck on my fingers while rubbing her breasts against my forearm. The clone on the right sucks my fingers in with her lower mouth, grinding herself to climax without holding anything back.
A part of me realizes that one of the two working on my member seems to have disappeared when I feel a tongue run across my still remaining female parts. Due to all the different sensations across my whole body, I've completely forgotten about its existence - especially since I thought it would only play a subordinate role when I'm with Tokomaha. Instead, it's been brought right to the center of my attention with this sudden assault.
Even though I've grown a male's appendage, I'm never going to grow the full package. That's why at the base of the member I've been keeping the female organ intact without much thought. The little goddess or one of her clones noticed that and is now making full use of its presence to pleasure me.
"[Tell me when you're close.]" Tokomaha breathes into my ear and a shiver runs down my spine at her voice. It travels through my whole body and resonates in every place that's being stimulated. I know exactly what she means.
"[I... am...]" I press out with closed eyes while trying to hold on. But admitting this seems to have been a mistake because every single one of the little goddesses intensifies their attacks on my senses and push me over the edge together. "[Wait, I-]"
Just when I say this, the warmth wrapping around my member disappears completely, and I look down in surprise and honest disappointment - just in time to find that Tokomaha seems to have discarded her clothes at one point and is leaning over me in all of her caramel-colored glory. She's using one hand to spread herself wide while aligning her sopping wet opening with my tip.
Our eyes meet, and the overflowing affection she shows me sends a shock through my brain at exactly the same time as she lowers herself onto me in one go. I feel her folds surround me and undulate across the entirety of my member, down to the very base. My tip touches a barrier inside her and pushes it in deeper, eliciting a powerful spasm that runs through her body. She lets go of her voice, and the sound of it drives me crazy.
That single move was enough.
It feels like a huge wave is condensed into my abdomen before it travels up through the shaft. At the same time, I instinctively thrust my pelvis upwards, and Tokomaha's face shows utter surprise before the sense of pleasure hits her brain. My load explodes inside her, and she's barely able to hold herself upright at the rapture assaulting her mind.
Then she somehow finds the strength to lift herself up, and there's the incredible feeling of suction all along my member as I slide out of her. I'm still in the middle of discharging my essence, so I'm bewildered by her strange course of actions. But rather than pull out completely, she drops down again and rams my entire length back inside her.
I can't hold on, and my voice escapes me as a second wave rushes through my body and into her. She squeals in ecstasy and repeats it until I'm completely spent.
This is dangerous; I could get addicted.
"[... you aren't done yet, are you?]" Tokomaha is breathing hard, and sweat covers her petite body, but she looks at me with upturned eyes. Behind her the clones are gathered and watching in anticipation, hoping to get their turn.
This sight is enough, and I immediately feel reinvigorated. A part of me wonders when she trained herself to maintain enough concentration while taking the full force of my penetration to keep her clones up. Furthermore, they each display seemingly unique personalities, which makes this feel like a group play rather than me doing it with one person controlling a bunch of puppets.
But I don't really care since I want to enjoy this more.
"[Hahhh, you're getting bigger again.]" The original, whom I'm still buried inside, breathes in a hot voice. She gives me a smile I can practically see the hearts radiating out from. If she shows me that kind of expression, I can't help but want to do it until she's thoroughly satisfied.
The journey ahead is still long~
