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Diary and future projects.
🕑 Added 2020-10-30 03:07:48 +0000 UTCHello dear friends, these months have been a bit hard but they were also some unexpected joys.
As I have written in my previous publications, a long time ago I have dedicated myself to giving temporary homes to animals that are rescued from the street so that they are later taken to a shelter and then given up for adoption. And even though it is a beautiful volunteer job, it is still very tiring but not in the physical sense but emotionally.
To begin with, people refuse to take proper care of their animals, allowing their massive reproduction and giving them up for adoption to people who may not be mentally well prepared or people who will not castrate them and allow the birth of new animals that will suffer from throughout their lifes. Thinking about all that, dealing with people who refuse to listen, and becoming fond of a little animal that you will later give up for adoption are factors that have tired me emotionally and that affects my work performance as well as my desire to draw.
I would not like to consider it as a losing fight, since we have saved many lives and many of them have been in good hands, but while we rescued one, there are already people who allowed the birth of 20 animals more. I have faith and hope that at some point all this will change, or at least to fool myself enough not to be so affected by it.
In any case, thanks to the help of my friends and the fact that little by little I begin to accept something that I cannot control, it is how I can get ahead, so I do not expect them to understand me but to have empathy. Many may say "Well stop doing that, you only hurt yourself", my friend, if it were that easy, I would have done it years ago.
Despite the bitter moments (Depression and anxiety) I am starting to work on a new project with wonderful people and from them I have not received more than their love and support, so despite the difficulties I am very happy to be part of a wonderful and creative team. We have future plans on our OCs so expect updates very soon.
I also want to thank the people who follow us in this project and support us with their comments and drawings are the best!
I will continue working on myself, in my daily life to be well and offer material.
Thank you very much for reading me and sorry for all my drama.
