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ํด์ ๊ณต์ง Notice regarding recess
🕑 Added 2022-10-18 17:12:46 +0000 UTCTranslated by ShockSword
Hello, this is Bechu.
I've already taken a 1-week break, but it seems like that will have to be extended to a month.
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I havenโt had any new ideas lately and have been feeling doubtful in my own drawing skills. Aside from the doodles I made for fun, Iโve been feeling an overwhelming amount of pressure while working on the drawings.
โMy drawings need to be high quality, they absolutely canโt be at the same quality as the doodles, Iโm receiving money for this so I need to return the expectations I oweโฆ etc.โ
I often have these kinds of thoughts, but my current abysmal rate of work is making me blame myself, get depressed, drop the pen, and repeat. I want to advance forward, but I keep moving in circles. I know that youโre all kind people who are happy with whatever I draw, but this problem stems from personal satisfaction so itโs difficult to manage.
To think I held onto a single piece for this longโฆ I donโt think my head is in the right place
What a tiring artist I am. I just canโt find a way that would put my mind at ease.
This post was meant to be just a notice but it seems it slowly devolved into gloomy ramblings about my state of life.
I apologize.
The drawings for October will be posted as scheduled. For November Iโll probably share how Iโm faring or something of the like.
I hope Iโll see you all in a better state. I always want to show that I'm doing well but itโs getting harder than I thought. Despite my flaws and weaknesses, thank you for believing in me and cheering me on. And thank you for reading this through.
์๋ ํ์ธ์ ๋ฒ ์ธ์ ๋๋ค
์ผ์ฃผ์ผ์ ๋ ํด์์ ๊ฐ์ก์ผ๋, ์ญ์ ํ ๋ฌ ์ ๋ ํด์์ด ํ์ํ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ต๋๋ค
โปํฌ๋ฐ์ค๋ ํจํธ๋ฆฌ์จ๊ณผ ๋ค๋ฅด๊ฒ ํ์์ ์ง๋ฅผ ํ ์๊ฐ ์์ต๋๋ค.
๋ค์ 12์ 1์ผ ์ด์ ์ ๊ผญ ํ์์ ์ทจ์ํด์ฃผ์๊ธฐ ๋ฐ๋๋๋ค.
ํ๋ถ ๋ถ๊ฐ๋ฅํฉ๋๋ค.
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์๋ก์ด ์์ด๋์ด๋ ์๊ณ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ ์ค๋ ฅ์ ํ์๊ฐ ๋ญ๋๋ค.
๊ฐ์ธ์ ์ผ๋ก ์ฌ๋ฉด์ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๋ ๋์๋ฅผ ์ ์ธํ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ ์์ ์ ํ์ ์ด์์ผ๋ก ๋ถ๋ด์ ๊ฐ๊ณ ์์ต๋๋ค.
์ข์ ํ๋ฆฌํฐ์ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ์ ๋ณด์ฌ์ค์ผํ๋ค, ๋์ ํ๋ฆฌํฐ๋ก๋ ์ ๋ ์๋๋ค, ๋์ ๋ฐ์์ผ๋ ๊ทธ์ ์์ํ๋ ๋๊ฐ๋ฅผ ์ค์ผํ๋ค ๊ฐ์ ์๊ฐ์... ํ์์ ์์ฃผ ํ๋ ํธ์ธ๋ฐ
์คํ๋ ค ์ ์กฐํ ์งํ ์ํ๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋ฉด์ ์์ฑ ๋ง ํ๋ค๊ฐ ์ฐ์ธํด์ ธ์ ํ์ ๋๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ๋ณต์ค์ด๋ค์. ์ ๋ ๋ ์์ผ๋ก ๋์๊ฐ๊ณ ์ถ์๋ฐ ์ฌ์ ํ ์ ์๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋งด๋๊ณ ์๋ค์.
์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ๋ค์ ์ ๊ฐ ๋ฌด์์ ๊ทธ๋ ค์ค๋ ์ข์ํด์ฃผ์๋ ์น์ ํ ๋ถ๋ค์ด๋ผ๋ ๊ฑธ ์์ง๋ง, ๊ฐ์ธ์ ์ธ ๋ง์กฑ๊ฐ์ ๋ฌธ์ ๋ผ ์ด๋ ต๋ค์.
์ด๋ ๊ฒ๊น์ง ์์ ๋ฌผ ํ๋๋ฅผ ์ค๋ ๋ถ๋ค ๊ฒ ๋๋ค๋... ์ ์ ์ ์ํ๊ฐ ์ข์ง ์์ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ต๋๋ค.
์ฐธ ํผ๊ณคํ๊ฒ ์ฌ๋ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ์์ด๋ค์. ๋ง์์ ํธํ๊ฒ ๊ฐ๋ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ์ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์ต๋๋ค.
๊ณต์ง๊ธ์ด ์๋๋ผ ํ์ฐฎ์ ์ ์ธ ํํ ๊ธ์ด ๋์๋ค์. ์ฃ์กํฉ๋๋ค
10์ ๋ถ๋์ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ์ ๊ณํ๋๋ก ์ ๋ก๋ ๋ ๊ฒ์ด๋ฉฐ 11์์๋ ๊ฐ๊ฐํ ๊ทผํฉ์ด๋ ์์๋ง ์ ํ๋ฌ ์ฌ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ต๋๋ค.
๋ ์ข์ ๋ชจ์ต์ผ๋ก ๋ต ์ ์์ผ๋ฉด ์ข๊ฒ ์ต๋๋ค. ํญ์ ์ข์ ๋ชจ์ต๋ง ๋ณด์ฌ๋๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์ถ์๋ฐ ์ฝ์ง๊ฐ ์๋ค์.
์ด๋ ๊ฒ ๋ชจ์๋ฅด๊ณ ๋ถ์กฑํ ๊ทธ๋ฆผ์์ด์ง๋ง ์ธ์ ๋ ๋ฏฟ๊ณ ์์ํด์ฃผ์ ์ ๊ฐ์ฌํฉ๋๋ค ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์ฝ์ด์ฃผ์ ์ ๊ฐ์ฌํฉ๋๋ค.
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Libera
ํ์์ ๋์ผ๋ผ๋ ์ด๋ฆผ๋์์ง ๊ทธ๋ฅ๋ฐ์๋ผ~~~~
zTez
Take care of yourself! Love your art! Hope to see you soon in a better state
2Kooshi
Please take care of yourself! We will be patient!
Jackdoross
์ฅ์ธ์ ์ฑ ์๊ฐ...๋ฌด๊ฒ๊ณ ํ๋ค์ฃ . ์ ๊น์ด์ง๋ง ํ์ ๋๊ณ , ํด์๊ธฐ๊ฐ๋์ ํ ๊ฑฐ ์ฐพ์ ํ์๋๊ฑด ์ด๋จ๊น์
