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I Love My Girlfriend But? - Part 5
🕑 Added 2021-02-16 10:54:58 +0000 UTCWhen the boys finally went to bed, it was already 2 am but neither cared. In the end, this was their last night together before they would continue their tour.
Axel was now just as drunk as Jake who had drunk a lot more since their little test in the bathtub.
'Ashy?' Axel hummed in response as he stripped out of his clothes. He wouldn't admit that he had trouble standing still and not falling over, while trying to get his skinny jeans off though. Not like Jake would notice anyway because the other boy was busy stealing clothes out of Axel's wardrobe.
'You know, yesterday night', Jake started while looking at himself in the mirror, wearing one of Axel's flannels, 'that was hot.'
'Jake?' This time Jake was the one to hum in response.
'What do you mean?' Axel now sat on his bed, looking at the wall with furrowed eyebrows. The boy was drunk, yes but he couldn't turn off his feelings for the blonde.
'I'm sure you noticed me being horny and almost getting off on your leg', Jake said as if it would be the most normal thing.
'I Uhm, I did. Thought you did that in your sleep', he admitted.
'At first, yeah.' Being speak less, Axel didn't answer. Instead, he just watched Jake, waiting for him to be done with going through his clothes. Jake thought it was hot. Did Jake thought that Axel was hot?
'Cuddle'', Jake exclaimed as he jumped on top of Axel who had, to be honest, not paid attention.
'Jake? At least turn the lights off.' With a groan, Jake got up, turned the lights off, and fell onto the bed again, this time not scaring his friend.
Axel pulled Jake closer and closed his eyes. Falling asleep was harder than he'd like it to be though. Thanks to Jake, Axel now had more than enough naughty thoughts on his mind, feeling guilty. In the end, both boys had a girlfriend, right?
Jake on the other hand felt everything but guilty while thinking of what it would feel like if Axel would touch him in places that only girls had touched before.
The more Jake thought about it, the more turned on he got and soon had one of his hands in his boxers. He carefully traveled down his v-line, moving closer to his bum where he stopped. Both of his private parts were throbbing in need of some pleasure.
'Ash?', Jake asked silently, trying not to wake him up in case he already slept.
'Hm?'
'I.. are you okay with what I did yesterday?', he asked and if Axel wouldn't be drunk himself, he wouldn't have reacted to his friend's heavily slurred words.
'Yes', he simply answered.
'And what if I'd tell you, I'm horny right now too?'
'Well, I would.. wait, are you?', Axel asked and turned a bit further towards Jake.
'I am', Jake moaned slightly, feeling his bulge rub against Axel.
'You are', the drummer repeated and put his hand on Jake's thigh.
'Fuck, Ash', the blonde moaned once again as his bulge was now completely pressed against Axel's leg.
'This is definitely hotter than yesterday.'
'Sure?'
'100 percent', Jake said and covered his fingers with his saliva, before pushing one of them in his still throbbing hole.
'Fuck, are you touching yourself?', Axel asked and pulled Jake even closer while the other boy moved his finger, quickly adding another one.
Before Jake could answer, Axel, pulled down their boxers, making their hard-on's brush against each other. Loud moans escaped their lips and Axel pressed his lips on his love's.
The guitarist continued fingering himself while making out with his equally drunk best friend. The more heated their making out got, the more Jake was desperate for Axel to touch him.
'Ash, please', he begged and added a third finger. 'You'll regret it', Axel pointed out. 'You'll regret it too.' 'I won't.'
'Then I won't either', Jake shot back and that's the last thing that was said before Axel grabbed a bottle of lube out of his drawer. He quickly covered his member in the clear liquid and turned them around so he hovered over Jake.
Jake grabbed Axel's collar, pulling the boy into a kiss as the older boy slowly pushed into Jake.
The guitarist moaned in his friend's mouth, moving his hips up. Axel was now filling Jake up completely and started to move slowly.
'Faster', the impatient blonde said and of course, Axel obeyed.
His thrusts quickly became irregular which was why he started to stroke Jake's member.
'Fuck baby, I love you so freaking much', Axel slurred between several moans. Jake cummed all over Axel's hand, his best friend's words pushing him over the edge.
Jake's orgasm made Axel cum as well, filling Jake up once again.
When the boys had calmed down from their highs, Axel pulled out and cleaned themselves before putting on their boxers again. They got in bed again and cuddled close, sharing small, sweet kisses. 'I love you, and, I mean it.'
'Ouch, my head', Jake whined as he woke up the next morning. With a glance at Axel, Jake decided to get up and not wake the sleeping beauty up.
'What the hell?', Jake mumbled to himself, suppressing laughter as he saw the mess in front of Axel's wardrobe. Jake was quick to blame himself since he had always loved going through his best friend's clothes.
The blonde quickly grabbed one of Axel's hoodies, not bothering to get sweats since Axel was just too short.
When he entered the kitchen, he made himself a tea and sat down on the big couch. After what felt like years, he turned on his phone and checked his notifications.
There were a few messages from Sierra and two from Calum and Michael. Sierra was asking when he would come home today and that she misses and loves him. He replied saying that he didn't know yet but that he misses and loves her too.
Calum and Michael on the other hand had sent him a link to an article. When he clicked on it and read the heading, he had to do it twice.
Jake Hemmings and Axel Irwin spotted holding hands. Are the two members of the Australian boyband '5 Seconds of Summer' dating?
Jake didn't bother to read the article but he was indeed hurt that people assumed that he would cheat on Sierra or Axel on Kaitlin.
By the time that Axel got up, Sierra had already called and the article was long forgotten.
'Good morning', Jake said and smiled brightly at the other boy.
'Morning, Axel replied and went to the kitchen counter, getting painkillers. Jake was feeling a lot better because he had already taken painkillers an hour ago.
'I really want to have breakfast but I really don't want to make any, Axel whined as he let himself fall onto the couch.
'I'll make you some. My pills are already kicking, Jake said and got up.
'Just.. cereal. Nothing too fancy, the drummer said and Jake nodded.
Only minutes later, Jake returned with two bowls, handing one to Axel.
'Sierra called', Jake said after a few minutes of silent eating.
'Oh.. right. Last day, huh', Axel said and tried to hide his disappointment.
'Yeah.. she asked me to come home early but I told her that I would see her tonight', Jake said. He wanted to spent as much of the day as he could, even though he missed Sierra.
'That's sweet but you don't have to stay even longer. The bruises are gone and I know you miss her.'
'I do but I feel like our friendship needed these days spent together.' Axel nodded and smiled sadly at that. Just the thought that Jake would go back home to Sierra and that Kaitlin would eventually return made him want to cry again.
'Oh, mate. I feel horrible for not even noticing that Kaitlin wasn't here. Where is she?', Jake asked suddenly.
'At home. She missed her family, Axel only said without even a hint of him missing her because honestly, he didn't.
'Are you guys okay?'
'Yeah, just the usual arguments, Axel said and stood up, putting his now empty bowl away. Jake followed and hugged Axel from behind.
'I know something is wrong. What is it?' Axel turned in Jake's arms and buried his face in his own hoodie that Jake wore.
'I don't know, Axel lied and closed his eyes. He wanted this hug to last forever.
'Ash, please. You guys have been fighting for months and I don't think you're happy anymore', Jake said and when he stopped speaking, he could hear Axel sniffle.
'No. I'm not happy with her anymore.' 'Do you love her?' 'Yeah, I think so?', Axel said but it was more of a question. Jake was definitely not convinced.
'Ash, you don't have to lie and play pretend', Jake tried once more and something inside of Axel just broke. It might be his confusion with Kaitlin or his feelings for Jake, he didn't know but what he knew was that he was incredibly thankful for Jake being here right now.
'I don't love her, no. She makes everything feel like living hell and I hate it so much', Axel cried out and Jake held the boy even closer.
'Shh, it's fine. I'm here and we'll figure this out together, okay?' The drummer nodded, still hiding in the fabric of his own hoodie that Jake had stolen.
Faster than the two boys liked it, the day was almost over and they hadn't done much.
After Kaitlin had called in the afternoon to say that she would be back in three days, Axel had started crying again.
'You have to talk to her. This can't continue like this, Jake said and rubbed his best friend's back in order to comfort him.
'I want to, I really do but every time I go and want to try, I just can't do it.' The older boy only sobbed harder.
'Fuck, Ash. You really don't deserve this.'
'Well obviously I do, because otherwise, I wouldn't be in this situation', Axel whispered, trying to calm down. He was embarrassed that he was crying in front of Jake, his love, once again. Jake must think that he was weak and pathetic.
'You don't! You deserve someone who loves and values you for who you are. If you cry from only thinking of her, then she's not the one. You need to break up, Jake now exclaimed, making Axel flinch slightly.
'I'm sorry Ash.. I just don't get why someone would treat you like that.' The drummer immediately forgave the blonde for his little outburst. In the end, Axel couldn't be mad at Jake anyway, because the boy had a point. He had to break up with Kaitlin.
When it was, unfortunately, time to leave for Jake, the boys couldn't stop hugging. The last days had made them grow closer than ever, even if they couldn't remember most of it. Maybe that was for the best because, in the end, Axel loved Jake but Jake loved Sierra.
'Only a week and then we'll be on tour again.'
'Without girls this time?' Axel wanted to slap himself for that question but once he said it, he couldn't take it back.
'Without Kaitlin for sure, Jake just answered and hugged Axel one more time. The drummer watched his love walk down the path from his front door to the van, in which he disappeared.
With a sigh, Axel turned around and walked inside again.
'And here goes nothing, he mumbled.
Jake was pretty excited, to say the least. Yes, he enjoyed the time with Axel and would miss him in the next few days but he had missed Sierra.
'Jakey baby!', Sierra yelled as she saw Jake entering their house.
'I missed you so, so much', they both said and kissed.
Only minutes later, they cuddled up in their bed. Before anything could happen though, Sierra stopped.
'Uhm, Jake?'
'Yes?', the blonde answered, confused as to why his girlfriend had stopped.
'You.. why's there a hickey on your neck?'
'A what?', Jake asked confused and sat up.
'A hickey, right there, Sierra said, pointing at it, 'it's not from me, that's for sure.' His face full of confusion, he stood up and walked into the bathroom.
'They had faded', Jake whispered, making sure that Sierra couldn't hear anything. Fortunately just in time, because only seconds later, the girl entered the room. She has fully clothed again, her hair up in a ponytail and her arms crossed.
'See? It's not from me and that leaves me wondering, were you really just with Axel?'
'Yes, yes I promise. I swear I was just with Ash the whole time, Jake rambled as he still looked at the bruise on his neck. Why didn't it fade?
'As much as I hate myself for asking this, Sierra started and Jake already knew exactly what she would ask. 'No, we don't. Maybe it was a joke?' 'Jake, let me finish', she demanded. 'Sorry.' 'Are you sure that nothing happened between you two? You're close, everyone knows that.'
'Yeah I am', Jake lied, 'I don't know why it's there.' At least the last sentence wasn't a complete lie. He knew why it was there but he didn't know why it was still there.
As much as he wanted to enjoy the night with Sierra, he kept drifting off. He couldn't get rid of the weird feeling in the pitch of his stomach and focusing on his girlfriend had never been harder.
'Jake? Jake!', Sierra snapped the blonde out of his thoughts.
'You're so rough', she whined. The guitarist quickly apologized and softened his movements, distracting Sierra with kisses. The girl smiled at that and melted into the kiss.
When they layed in bed, Sierra noticed her boyfriend's painted nails while she played with his hands.
'Since when do you paint your nails?', she asked curiously.
'I Uhm.. few days... don't you like it? I can take it off', Jake said, suddenly becoming really insecure about the nails.
'No, no. I actually like it. You're changing your style a little, do you?' 'Yeah, I thought it might be nice, he replied and Sierra nodded. 'It is.'
Comments
femmenotbi
Getting complicated
Julia Miller
Two bits of foreshadow here. One is the news article that the boys were spotted holding hands. The other is Sierra noticing Jake's hickey. It remains to be seen where these events will take us. I am not sure how to label Jake, but if he is bisexual, it makes sense he doesn't feel guilty. Bi guys are notorious for cheating and not feeling guilty in the least, as they don't believe that being with a man is the same as being with a woman. As far as Jake feminizing himself, I am not sure if he just likes crossdressing, or there is more there as well. Axel is a bit different, He might be gay and has just recently realized this, and it does bug him alot, with guilt about falling in love with Jake and what he should do with his girlfriend, as gay guys are not bisexual, and he will have to decide which way he will go, either accept the obvious truth, or hide his true feelings and go back into the closet. Or he could be straight and seeing Jake feminize himself and becoming more and more beautiful in his eyes, drives him closer to Jake, even if he is a boy as well, Axel sees him as a girl.
