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My Half Brother - Part 3
🕑 Added 2021-12-11 12:56:40 +0000 UTCJulian quickly changed back into his jeans and tee-shirt, and I helped him to remove all traces of the makeup he’d been wearing without further comment on my part. (It was just as well that he’d not got as far as painting his fingernails when I burst into the room.) We went to the garage together, again without saying anything. As we got in the car, I cursed that I’d not thought to change into some more sensible shoes, but it was now too late; we’d wasted too much time already. I kicked off my high heels and drove him to the hospital on my bare feet. Fortunately, the roads were fairly empty at that time of night, as was the hospital car park when we arrived. We were, therefore, able to pull up next to the main entrance a few minutes later. Julian was out of the car and through the front door before I’d even had a chance to retrieve and put on my shoes. I, therefore, followed him a little later and then had to find my own way to the Intensive Care Unit. By the time I’d done so, he’d been there for a few minutes talking to the sister in charge.
‘Mum has taken a turn for the worse; they don’t think she has long to live,’ he said as I entered the ward.
There were tears in his eyes, and so I pulled him towards me and gave him a long hug, this time towering over him because of those stupid heels that I was wearing.
‘They think I should go and see her one more time before she dies. Will you come with me, Jenny?’ he asked with a trembling voice.
‘Yes, of course, I will,’ I answered.
‘I just wish I hadn’t chosen to dress myself as quite such a slapper tonight of all nights.’
We entered his mother’s treatment room.
‘I’m afraid it won’t be long now; I’m so glad you made it in time,’ said the nurse, who then left us alone for a few minutes.
I saw Julian’s mother for the first and last time. She was a shortish, fairly slim woman in her late thirties, with a dressing on her head and an oxygen mask that presumably kept her breathing. There were various monitors attached to her, and it was clear that her other vital signs were erratic. I felt awful seeing her like that because I used to refer to her as ‘the Vegetable’ and to her son as ‘the Runt,’ even though it was only to myself. Life was so unfair; she would never now see Julian grow up, just because some idiot had been driving too fast around a bend and had crashed head-on into her husband’s car.
‘Why don’t you hold her hand,’ I suggested to my brother, who was just staring at her without doing or saying anything.
He did so, and I took a few steps back to let him say his goodbyes. I then brought up a chair so he could sit holding her hand and another one for me to sit with him. She died shortly after one o’clock. The monitor alarm sounded, and the nurse rushed in; then, seeing the flat line, she turned off the machine, called the doctor, and removed the breathing mask. His mother had been a nice-looking woman, and there was a clear facial resemblance to Julian.
‘I’m very sorry,’ the doctor said to Julian. ‘I’m afraid it was inevitable given the seriousness of her head injuries.’
He nodded and then said vacantly, ‘I suppose I’m on my own now.’
‘You do still have a sister,’ I responded, gently squeezing his hand.
‘I hope you don’t have cause to regret saying that, Jen.’
There was nothing more to be done at the hospital in the middle of the night, so after he had a little time to get over the immediate shock, I led him away and drove us both to his home. He didn’t want to go to bed at first, so I made us a drink of hot chocolate, and we sat together in the kitchen for a while, holding hands but not saying very much. I half wondered whether I should say anything about the unusual situation in which I’d found him earlier in the evening, but what would I say? I could think of half a dozen clever or cutting things to say, but for heaven’s sake, the poor kid had just lost both his parents. I’d leave it for him to raise the subject with me when he was willing to do so. Eventually, at about 3.30 am I put my arm around his shoulder and gently led him upstairs to his bedroom to try and get some sleep. Before he went into his room, I told him to wait for a second. I went to my room and returned with my large black teddy bear.
‘He has always been a great comfort to me in the past,’ I said, handing it over.
He gave me a faint smile and took it in his arms, and went to bed.
I doubt whether he slept that night, and I know that I certainly didn’t, wondering about what was going to happen to this strange young man whom I met for the first time a week ago but whose life now appeared to have become enmeshed with my own.
Over the next four or five days, I think I must have earned every penny of my wages several times over. I’d no idea there would be so much to do when someone died, and I was amazed that my young brother had already coped with the death of our father two weeks previously, mainly on his own. The following morning I drove Julian to the hospital to collect the medical certificate showing the cause of death and his mother’s belongings. We then went into town to register the death. In each case, the officials looked to me, as the adult, rather than to my brother; even though it was him who provided the answers, it was me who signed all the forms. He also knew the ropes and had the good sense to request five registered copies of the death certificate; we would need them all over the next few weeks as we sorted out all her financial affairs. At every stage, we had to listen to the officials say how sorry they were and then make appropriate responses.
Julian quickly changed back into his jeans and tee-shirt, and I helped him to remove all traces of the makeup he’d been wearing without further comment on my part. (It was just as well that he’d not got as far as painting his fingernails when I burst into the room.) We went to the garage together, again without saying anything. As we got in the car, I cursed that I’d not thought to change into some more sensible shoes, but it was now too late; we’d wasted too much time already. I kicked off my high heels and drove him to the hospital on my bare feet. Fortunately, the roads were fairly empty at that time of night, as was the hospital car park when we arrived. We were, therefore, able to pull up next to the main entrance a few minutes later. Julian was out of the car and through the front door before I’d even had a chance to retrieve and put on my shoes. I, therefore, followed him a little later and then had to find my own way to the Intensive Care Unit. By the time I’d done so, he’d been there for a few minutes talking to the sister in charge.
‘Mum has taken a turn for the worse; they don’t think she has long to live,’ he said as I entered the ward.
There were tears in his eyes, and so I pulled him towards me and gave him a long hug, this time towering over him because of those stupid heels that I was wearing.
‘They think I should go and see her one more time before she dies. Will you come with me, Jenny?’ he asked with a trembling voice.
‘Yes, of course, I will,’ I answered.
‘I just wish I hadn’t chosen to dress myself as quite such a slapper tonight of all nights.’
We entered his mother’s treatment room.
‘I’m afraid it won’t be long now; I’m so glad you made it in time,’ said the nurse, who then left us alone for a few minutes.
I saw Julian’s mother for the first and last time. She was a shortish, fairly slim woman in her late thirties, with a dressing on her head and an oxygen mask that presumably kept her breathing. There were various monitors attached to her, and it was clear that her other vital signs were erratic. I felt awful seeing her like that because I used to refer to her as ‘the Vegetable’ and to her son as ‘the Runt,’ even though it was only to myself. Life was so unfair; she would never now see Julian grow up, just because some idiot had been driving too fast around a bend and had crashed head-on into her husband’s car.
‘Why don’t you hold her hand,’ I suggested to my brother, who was just staring at her without doing or saying anything.
He did so, and I took a few steps back to let him say his goodbyes. I then brought up a chair so he could sit holding her hand and another one for me to sit with him. She died shortly after one o’clock. The monitor alarm sounded, and the nurse rushed in; then, seeing the flat line, she turned off the machine, called the doctor, and removed the breathing mask. His mother had been a nice-looking woman, and there was a clear facial resemblance to Julian.
‘I’m very sorry,’ the doctor said to Julian. ‘I’m afraid it was inevitable given the seriousness of her head injuries.’
He nodded and then said vacantly, ‘I suppose I’m on my own now.’
‘You do still have a sister,’ I responded, gently squeezing his hand.
‘I hope you don’t have cause to regret saying that, Jen.’
There was nothing more to be done at the hospital in the middle of the night, so after he had a little time to get over the immediate shock, I led him away and drove us both to his home. He didn’t want to go to bed at first, so I made us a drink of hot chocolate, and we sat together in the kitchen for a while, holding hands but not saying very much. I half wondered whether I should say anything about the unusual situation in which I’d found him earlier in the evening, but what would I say? I could think of half a dozen clever or cutting things to say, but for heaven’s sake, the poor kid had just lost both his parents. I’d leave it for him to raise the subject with me when he was willing to do so. Eventually, at about 3.30 am I put my arm around his shoulder and gently led him upstairs to his bedroom to try and get some sleep. Before he went into his room, I told him to wait for a second. I went to my room and returned with my large black teddy bear.
‘He has always been a great comfort to me in the past,’ I said, handing it over.
He gave me a faint smile and took it in his arms, and went to bed.
I doubt whether he slept that night, and I know that I certainly didn’t, wondering about what was going to happen to this strange young man whom I met for the first time a week ago but whose life now appeared to have become enmeshed with my own.
Over the next four or five days, I think I must have earned every penny of my wages several times over. I’d no idea there would be so much to do when someone died, and I was amazed that my young brother had already coped with the death of our father two weeks previously, mainly on his own. The following morning I drove Julian to the hospital to collect the medical certificate showing the cause of death and his mother’s belongings. We then went into town to register the death. In each case, the officials looked to me, as the adult, rather than to my brother; even though it was him who provided the answers, it was me who signed all the forms. He also knew the ropes and had the good sense to request five registered copies of the death certificate; we would need them all over the next few weeks as we sorted out all her financial affairs. At every stage, we had to listen to the officials say how sorry they were and then make appropriate responses.
As soon as we had a death certificate, we contacted an undertaker and arranged for him to collect the body from the hospital and then come to the house to discuss the arrangements for the funeral. It was the same firm that had dealt with the cremation of my father the previous week. There were all kinds of little decisions we had to make about where the funeral would take place, the order of service, the hymns, whether we wished anyone to speak, whether there would be a notice in the press, etc., most of which we left to the undertaker to decide. As far as Julian knew, she didn’t have many close friends, just a few colleagues from work: her life had been centered on her family.
We spent much of the next few days on the telephone or writing letters notifying so many people of her death her employer, various insurance companies, the utility companies, the local authority, her General Practitioner, and a hundred other official bodies. I even rang the sister in Canberra, broke the news to her, and reassured her that Julian was OK and that I was looking after him. Together we went to see the staff of her bank to notify them and explain Julian’s awkward financial situation. There had been a joint account that had passed into his mother’s name when his father died. This would now be frozen until the Grant of Probate, although they would continue to pay the standing orders and direct debit instructions which his parents had established for utility bills, taxes, etc., and also the account from the Undertakers when it came. They couldn’t offer Julian an overdraft facility in his own name as he was too young. Still, fortunately, I used the same bank, and so they were prepared to grant me a £4,000 overdraft on the basis that I’d eventually be receiving a legacy from our father.
‘It’s just as well that I managed to transfer enough money to keep us going for about four or five more weeks before she died,’ he said. ‘I just hope that Dad’s probate will have been granted by that time, and so you won’t need to use the overdraft facility.’
‘So do I, but it’ll be a useful to know it’s there just in case,’ I replied.
‘I’ll have to start collecting the information we’ll need for the Grant of Probate for my mother as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, this time the process will be quite a lot more complicated, and there’ll be inheritance tax to pay,’ he said to me afterward.
‘Are you sure you want to do it yourself?’
‘Yes, I know what to do, and I want to stay in control of my finances. However, I’m afraid it’ll have to be done in your name again.’
He was right. We discovered that we first had to get a grant of representation to myself, giving me the right to act in place of the named executor of my late father. This involved an application to the Probate Office giving full details of her will, the surviving family, and explaining that the only closer living relative who was of an appropriate age lived in Canberra. This had to be accompanied by the relevant birth and death certificates and would have to be supported by my swearing an affidavit. The process would inevitably take some time. On the other hand, once we’d paid the relevant death duties, his mother’s will was straightforward basically, it all went to Julian. Because his mother had inherited the bulk of his father’s wealth, as well as her share of the house and her own personal savings, Julian would become a relatively wealthy young man once it was all sorted.
In some ways, coping with all of this red tape was a good thing for Julian as he threw himself into the task, and it took his mind off his other problems. Once again, he became the calm, intelligent, and rather calculating young man that I’d first met at our father’s funeral. Over the next few days, he spent some time on the Probate Office telephone helpline finding out what we would have to do to nominate me as the estate administrator. But there were times when he lapsed into a depression, and a look of utter bleakness would spread over his face. I’d then try to take his mind off things with some lame joke or perhaps a hug.
As word got around about his mother’s death, there were a succession of visitors to the house; former colleagues, family friends, and neighbors, who came to offer their condolences and to ensure that Julian was coping all right. They all had to be given tea and the opportunity to say how sorry they were and what a dreadful tragedy had befallen the family. Most callers seemed to be relieved to learn that there was an adult (me!) on hand, even though, more often than not, it was Julian who told me what needed to be done. Even my parents called round to offer their condolences to Julian and see that I was alright. This must have been quite awkward for my mother. I think they were pleasantly surprised to find me wearing a dress and even a little makeup. (I’d rather get in the habit of doing so over the last few days as we were never sure who would call next.) I also noticed my mother looking inquisitively around the house, presumably wondering what might have been if things had worked out differently. As always, my dad was basically kind and understanding, if a little lacking in the finer social graces. As they left, I walked with them out to their car.
‘How is Julian coping with everything?’ asked Dad.
‘It’s difficult to say, but on the surface, he seems OK most of the time but is still in a state of shock. I’m glad to be here, though, to keep an eye on him.’
‘I’m glad you are as well, Jen,’ he said, ‘In fact, I’m very proud of you.’
‘Heavens above! that’s the second time I can remember someone saying that to me in the last month! ’
‘When’s the funeral?’ asked Mum.
‘Next Tuesday, but there’s no need for you to attend.’
‘No, it wouldn’t be appropriate,’ she answered (my mother loves using that word).
‘After all, you only ever knew Julian’s mother as the woman who stole your first husband.’
‘I’ve washed and ironed your black dress for you,’ she said, changing the subject.
‘Thank you, I’ll call around and collect it on Monday.’ I replied, giving them both a quick kiss on the cheek - the first time I’d done so in about a year.
Then there came a succession of visits to the house by officialdom: the police liaison officer explained they were still investigating the accident but were waiting for the recovery of the other driver involved. A local clergyman called to offer consolation, as did Julian’s form teacher from his school and a member of the Social Services Department, enquiring into Julian’s situation and plans for the future. I could now see why he’d been so keen to install me in the house as his so-called ‘guardian’ when he did; otherwise, he would quickly have been carted off to a local children’s home, and given a short course in glue-sniffing and shoplifting by the ‘inmates.’ Fortunately, he wasn’t due to sit any school examinations that year and the summer holidays were only a couple of weeks away, and so it was agreed that, in the circumstances, he wouldn’t be expected back at school until the beginning of the next academic year in September.
The Social Worker spent almost an entire afternoon with us, asking a series of detailed questions about what would become of Julian, where and how he would live until he came of age. I did my best to sound mature and sensible. As previously requested by Julian, I mentioned my applications for various part-time jobs in the area but said nothing about my University place in September. In the end, she seemed happy enough with our answers to her questions; no doubt relieved that she wouldn’t have to deal with one more problem on her case-load. As I was eighteen and he was nearly sixteen, Julian wouldn’t be made a Ward of Court but rather left in my care.
During all this time, neither Julian nor I made any reference to his unusual choice of clothing the previous Tuesday night. The incident became the ‘Elephant in the room,’ which neither of us seemed willing to address. I was hoping he would say something so there would be an opportunity for me either to make light of the whole thing or else to reassure him that it didn’t really matter to me what he chose to wear in the privacy of his own home, but he didn’t do so. I couldn’t think how to raise the subject myself without upsetting him further, particularly at this most difficult time. My memories of the night also began to take on an unreal quality, and I even half-wondered whether I’d imagined the whole thing. However, on Saturday morning, he announced that he would be going to Woodley Library to return his own and his parents’ books. I offered to drive him there, but he said he would be happy to walk and would only be gone for about an hour and a half. As soon as he left, I had a quick nose into his bedroom. Sure enough, a couple of dresses were hanging in a corner of his wardrobe and one or two other female garments, but there was no sign of any cosmetics, jewelry, wig, or anything like that. Presumably, he’d been using his mother’s supplies of makeup when I burst in upon him last Tuesday. I noticed that he’d also bookmarked a couple of websites on his computer, nothing even mildly pornographic, just sites giving advice to the transgender. There was no doubt that my younger brother was a closet cross-dresser, although apparently not a very confident or experienced one.
OK, so now you know for sure, Jen, what are you going to do about it? I asked myself.
At that moment, I’d absolutely had no idea.
Comments
nancy
I hope friend Susie will style Julie’s hair and manicure pedicure then polish her all pretty!
nancy
I’m excited about the potential of a shoe shopping trip with nylons and the idea of Jen having him try spikes on and runway strut in front of the sales lady and the mirrors! So fun and humiliating in a sexy kind of way!
Brianna Demonet
Jenny might become more than a guardian, a mentor to Julian. Julian is in good hands with Jenny. Julian will be good for Jenny too. I see a bit of a rocky start. Stressfull times brings theses desires to th surface as we all try to be what we want to be, happy with ourselves. I hope Julian has the courage to come clean, and Jenny the skill and paitents to guide him on this path.
Jessica Maddison
It seems that Jenny is Open Minded...about Julian's Crossdressing and We will have to wait.. and See.... if She is willing to help... Him/Her...
edwin sargent
i have a feeling that julian might be trans because of his size
Julia Miller
Julian is now an orphan with only his half sister to take care of him until he becomes 16. This time his mother’s death is even harder for the young boy. Jenny keeps quiet about the day she found him wearing a dress, not wanting to bring up the subject. At this point Julian may be a cross dresser or a transgender woman, we don’t know which.
