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What's Been Going On
🕑 Added 2025-07-01 23:42:00 +0000 UTCHello my fellow fans and supporters.
Last month (June) has been kinda messy which lead to my absence of posting stuff here.
Here's a short version of what happened.
The most common thing from everyone was finance. I was very short on finance I didn't have enough for rent some bills as well groceries and so I had to scramble finding ways to get some extra cash it wasn't easy but I made enough to cover the more important things such as rent.
Still in debt to other things but what can ya do right?
Then a sad moment my partner his grandmother sadly passed away recently, she has raised him since he was very young and so this really hit him very hard and has been down for quite some time, surely you understand I had to be there for him and doing contents during this time isn't the best idea.
Now, back to finances I have been trying to earn some extra cash not for bills but because my partner his birthday is coming up (July 3rd) which is this Thursday and I don't have ANYTHING for him. So I am devastated I can't do anything to cheer him up for his birthday. But I will ask should he decide to make a live stream on his day go watch him and I of course will be there streaming with him.
Now another thing I'm not very inclined to share but I figured this is something some gainers may deal with depending their bodies and so not to feel they are alone on it. I recently have been dealing with something I think it's called hydrocele (look it up for more information it could also be some form of lymphedema or something else) but basically what that is my balls swell up with fluid to an absolute giant size almost the size of a grapefruit. Now good thing about it is it's NOT painful at all thank goodness but it does become a bit uncomfortable depending if you're sitting or standing. This is something some guys out there would willingly inject saline or whatever into their sacs and inflate them to massive sizes but surely they won't tell you just how uncomfortable it is to walk around with them feeling the weight of it can be almost unbearable.
From what I experienced I couldn't close my legs properly I had to waddle around like a cowboy with very bow like legs that alone made my legs tire out very quickly to the point I ended up gasping for breath and sweating profusely.
Overall it has dramatically limited my mobility as well allowing to stand for long periods of time sure if I had a wheelchair this wouldn't be too much of a problem but sadly I don't own one. It was such a struggle getting to a hospital, going to a pharmacy to get some water pills, doing household chores even cooking I couldn't stand for long even sitting on a chair i couldn't sit comfortably because of my swollen balls.
This all lasted least over 2 weeks, fortunately the sac have decreased I don't know exactly how but it did and I am relieved I am waiting to hear from a urologist to see what they plan to do with this as I was told this can make a comeback which is something I don't want to deal with if it means having to do suffer my body to go out while the balls are massive.
For those curious I have taken a pic of it but of course I cannot post it here I may post it on discord . I might.
Well that's about most of what's happened right now I'm just trying to focus on what to do with my partners birthday coming up this Thursday. I need to get at least a cake for him, anything to cheer him up after he lost someone he held dear.
I'll be posting some contents hopefully this weekend and don't worry I know it's my weigh in today so I'll post that today.
Thank you guys for your support and understanding. Big belly hugs to you all!
