Maya Ben David
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the final squeak down
🕑 Added 2021-10-28 03:06:31 +0000 UTCMy dear owners...
My fur isn't brushed and i've been wearing the same rat sized sports bra all week. My video will be out this weekend and i'm having an art show to screen it in Toronto this Friday (not a flex). Stop by if your in the city! https://spacemakerii.weebly.com/2021.html
I will be performing as my centaur character ominously trying to get people to open up their own Etsy account and handing out business cards that say DO IT YOURSELF.
Few things,
1) I expended so much brain particles on making this video that I have no idea what to make for next month. Scrump Runt video? It could be nice to just draw all month.
2) I am anticipating feeling post art show postpartum blues. It really always does feel like I just gave birth. Birth to a litter of blind baby rats. I have to make sure I go on some city walks while high and watch fun movies.
3) It felt very cathartic to talk in my video about what it was like opening up an e-commerce shop. Then slowly realizing how exploitative all these platforms are. I feel less embarrassed about it now.
4) I want a new aesthetic obsession this winter. I will start prowling.
Pray for your rat to find peace in her post-video turbulent heart. (She says as she slowly starts to sink down into her wood chips and disappears)
Comments
Ur James
our rat queen must rest
Maya Ben David
Thank you! I am feeling good don't worry about me. Just always conscious that it's emotional for me to put out a big video
Gabe
I hope you feel better Maya! <3
