Shivamzter
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Why I'm not as active as I used to be.
🕑 Added 2025-01-29 13:18:17 +0000 UTCI know that I haven't been updating my packs as frequently as I used to in the past couple of months, and you might be wondering about this month updates too, and let me confirm that there won't be any.
I understand that I owe an apology and I do sincerely apologize, I probably should've said something way earlier and I definitely need to share the reason now, so here it is.
I'm not sure if many of you know that I have had 2 genetic conditions since I was born(What are the chances right?), and due to this my life has always been very complicated, I can start telling you the names and how they effect but that would take very long to explain and I'm not even sure how many will read this message thoroughly, so let me just tell you how it has affected my life instead, I've always been weaker then everybody else until recently and due to this I didn't have a very good childhood let's just say that, people would differentiate, wouldn't wanna hangout together, would eventually say something that would hurt me without realizing, etc. the list goes on, due to this I eventually kept myself away from others, I would stay sick most of the time anyways, it is only last year that I survived the surgery after being in the ICU for days as some of you may know, and last year in June something happened, something very personal that pretty much broke me mentally, I don't feel sharing exactly what because well it's the internet, I hope you understand that, but what I can tell you is as I tried to explain before like how people would treat me back in the day, let's just say I got a very heavy dose of that in June which broke me, since then I've been feeling very down, my parents and family understands the situation and knows and they've been very supportive, and from what I understand, it probably takes time.
So I took a break in January, it was well needed. I also took a break in September I think because of the same reason.
I do want to start again, fresh, and rest assured there will be updates next month, I would probably be starting with long requested Minimalista update and also Stylista release for Bedrock Edition, updates for other packs may also release next month, but I hope you understand that I'm not in the position of starting very heavy work and I want to gradually go to my old pace of monthly update cycle with decent amount of textures.
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Steinkoloss
Nice test, buddy
JH
Good luck π
Piotr DΔbiec
Good luck βπ»
