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Health and videos/lives
🕑 Added 2024-06-19 12:28:00 +0000 UTCHi friends,
First off, Im so happy to be spending time with you, boo!
I'd love to communicate on the subject of my health rn and videos/streams.
This month has been beyond challenging for me. I was hospitalized for a week, so sick I could only get to the hospital with an ambulance. Im still very sick but at home. There were many things at play...
One of the driving factors being colitis, the fluid that's built back on my brain/spinal fluid leaks.
I can't begin to express how much pain I was/am in and truly just how sick I've been.
My neurological symptoms that have taken such tolls on my life are in full wing, My speech, sounds on and off like I've had a stroke. losing full vision in eyes, its heavily messed with my emotions and I just don't feel like myself due to these side effects. My eyes won't focus, etc.
The medicine I have to take for the fluid to decrease on my brain is absolutely horrible.
Im in such a deep place of grief over the amount of pain im in at this point. Of course the grief has to run its course and I will be okay.
My body is beyond exhausted from all the pain.
Due to me being is sick I have 2 beyond sweet friends that rallied and made a video for you all this month while I rest and get a little better. There will be multiple special videos this month and I can't wait for you to watch them!
My body does not have the ability to do 4 lives this month and im so so sorry. Butttt I can do an hr live where for 30mins we catch up on TV show club and the other 30 mins live asmr? How does this feel? I wish I could push through but I can't on this one and I need to listen to my body.
Again there will be many many videos this month to make up for this. If this doesn't sit well with you and you want a refund, please message me and well get it taken care of.
Thank you for always holding me in such love and light always. Im so beyond blessed for this community.
You are so loved and cared for. xo
Maddie
Comments
Sarah james
Wishing you a strong recovery, sorry you have to go through this. We're here for you in the best capacity we can. Sending lots of love
Roxana
I’m so sorry you are going through this. I appreciate you always trying to make things right and give us relaxing ASMR videos even though you are in so much pain. You are a gem 💎 Sending you a virtual hug 💗
