asmrmads
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I beyond love and appreciate you, always.
🕑 Added 2025-07-13 00:17:16 +0000 UTCIm sorry for worrying/confusing many. I had a very HUMAN moment of overwhelmed by online harassment, stalking, and ppls feelings of a "free for all" on me, my mental and physical health, character, etc. All I want is to help many feel less alone, help relax their minds/bodies, and make an impact during my time here. I want to leave this world better than how I found it. I have feelings. And with a small threshold due to so many changes happening for me, I had word vomit without context and let miserable ppl take a toll on me on another platform. hurt humans who want to inflict pain on others. I hold space for what drives this in them and hope they choose to seek professional help for it.
The absolute obsessing over me IS AND HAS been stalking.
Thank you everyone who has shown me much love, support, community, a creative outlet, etc. I wouldnt be here if this community didn't exist. Thank you for for everything. If you feel im not grateful.....I can't change your beliefs. They are yours and what a draining life it is to think I could/try and change your thoughts/opinions. I will keep going with love and gratitude. I love you all. Again, im sorry I caved and had human words/actions. Im sorry I finally engaged in stalking/harassment. I 99.9% of the time ignore and kept going. Of course I have emotions over vile words/humans harassment and shared/tried to clarify. My communication did not land. From here on out I will continue to ignore and live life, despite others opinions. You are loved and always wanted. Thank you all for the sweet/kind words. This community is basically all I have and the just about only people in my world. I hope I can offer a fourth of what you have given me. Uploads will start v soon. Im sorry for my lack of direct, affective communication. I love each soul here and am blessed mine has crossed yours in this lifetime. No matter what I chose my blessings, connections, creativity, passion to help individuals relax, have a friend they may not have, and even w/socialization.
xo, Maddie
Comments
Yasmin Mantell
No one should have to deal with people pushing past their boundaries. To feel like your space, mind and body is being invaded by people who do not want to give you the space you deserve can be incredibly overwhelming. We’re all human here and we all have our limits so we can always be patient and know when you need time to yourself. So many of us will always be here to support you whether you are able to share content or not. You’ve provided a safe space for so many and for that you will always be incredibly appreciated. Thank you Maddie ❤️
Morrgan
love you maddie, we are all human you just happen to have a stage that many of us don't and people don't understand that, but we have definitely all experienced these human emotions you are dealing with. It makes me so sad to see these people take such a toll on you but I know that every supportive comment will eventually make things better. sending lots of love <3
