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Update: My mom passed away.
🕑 Added 2023-03-06 04:15:22 +0000 UTCFor those who didnt saw the discord I wanted to tell you I'm kinda away from internet/working cause my mom passed away from cancer (march 1) and I'm still dealing with a lot of feelings and things like funeral/cremation/inheritance and It's driving me crazy and I'm exhausted, its.. hard.
I want to thank you all tho cause you all supported me no matter what and that helped me so much, cause every step of this issue you guys helped me take care of her, if it weren't for your support I would have been lost the first night she had this problem.
At least these last years she was super proud of my art and my success, she literally liked so much the last christmas animation (she loved everything christmas) and said the girls were really cute and she wanted me to do more animations like that, she also loved the Cassidy plushie and she was excited to see Vinyl and Cassette plushies too, she asked me everyday when I was going to make them xD. She even helped me record some parts of the plushie commercial.
To be honest I'm kinda still on denial... like it's a bad dream... often I feel a hole in my chest.. so to cope a bit with all this feelings and... regrets... I drew this the night before her funeral so I could tell her how happy I was that she liked the girls and how happy I felt she got to know my characters. the caption says in spanish like the girls are saying "we also loved to get to know you, dont worry we will take care of your little Simon and your little steve (me and my brother)." I gave her this drawing in her coffin before the funeral, also my brother made a drawing of me and him and many members of the family so she feels we will always be by her side. and I just wanted to tell you guys, I felt the need to.
Comments
Ahym
I hope you are feeling much better! The loss of a loved one is always hard, especially someone as close as your mom. I'm sure she was an amazing woman and lived a full and happy life with your characters in it!
bochin boy
Oki doki
OrangeSlice!
We love you say take it easy.
Stevie J
Healing takes time. I'll pray for you.
Mucha fuerza bro ❤️
Tzien
Sorry to hear of your loss. Can't imagine the pain of losing your Mom. Hope things go better for you soon. Sending Hugs.
Marshal
I’m sorry to hear that, my granddad passed from a very sudden and very rare respiratory cancer five years ago so I somewhat understand what you’re going through, I won’t try to say that it will get better because it won’t, but you’ll have plenty of people who will be there to help and support you, including all of us, your fans and your friends and family to take some of the pain
ThuleanUruk-hai
Already told ya on Discord my feelings and thoughts on this, so just gonna slide in here and offer more hugs and companionship. You got this.
IzukuVance
so sorry for your loss Sayman my thoughts go to you and your family.. may she rest in peace🙏🙏🙏
The_Haterade
Losing someone, especially family that you care about, is one of, if not the hardest thing to deal with. Denial is normal, for no one wants to believe that something like this happened. Just keep in mind all the good times you had with her. Those memories you will always cherish. The best thing to do right now is to take care of yourself. Take it slow, and as long as you need. We all are good with waiting for however long it takes. Healing from this takes awhile. And we are all here for you. And if you ever need someone to just vent to, do. It helps more then you think (from personal experience). Whether it be a family member, or maybe a random person willing to just listen.
Zypher Tomko
Sorry for your loss. If you need to take a while to cope, do it I've known people who looses a loved one and starts declining mentally. Take a while to remember her and heal yourself. I'm Not very good with pep talks so I don't know if this sounds blunt or not.
I am so sorry for your loss, I have been a supporter for a while and just know this I will always keep supporting you and your work is truly amazing, I hope I can help in any way and you have all of our support
Cute Medkit
I'm sorry for your loss, may God bless you and her
Jacob Melendez
What you are feeling is completely normal.
