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EARLY ACCESS!

🕑 Added 2020-08-12 13:00:08 +0000 UTC

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There was once a time in my life I could have really used comfort like this. I spent 3 years helping to care for my grandmother. She had pretty bad Alzheimer's, and it was advancing rapidly. She couldn't feed herself, wash herself, or even really move without assistance. I would beg and plead and cry for her to cooperate; to help me help her. I would get so frustrated and wanted nothing more than to walk out and never see her again. She wasn't the woman who had raised me, and she didn't remember me at all. But I stayed with her. For all my frustration and fear, I knew there was the possibility that she was even more scared than I was. I sat at her bedside when she finally died. I was holding her onto hand far too terrified to let go, and just moments before she passed, she squeezed my hand so tightly. I can still feel the weight of her hand clasped in mine. I hope she knew that I loved her, despite my frustration and exhaustion. Fantastic work as always, Ben. Thank you ❤️

I really wasn't expecting this and didn't know how much I needed it. Thank you T-T

What a thoughtful audio ❤️

Karen Long

Thanks Ben! It's really hard when you take care of someone when you are in pain and have chronic illnesses yourself! Pain level was an 8 and felt terrible but no one cares for me when I'm tired! It gets lonely.