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Honest Time (I mean, I’m always honest but still… haha)
🕑 Added 2022-05-26 23:12:14 +0000 UTCI think I may need to change gears a bit for Patreon over the next month or so… I’ve been battling voice fatigue and pain, which has started giving me massive recording anxiety. I’ve gotten to where I’m so frustrated with my voice not cooperating, that I tense up and get depressed every time I sit at the mic. That’s not how it should be.
But the truth is, this channel… YOU GUYS… keep a roof over my head. Without the audios I create and the amazing cheeky monkeys supporting this channel, I’d be in trouble! So there’s always this great fear of losing it if I don’t keep cranking out audios. But truth is…. I’m not healthy right now. This voice issue is a chronic illness I have that comes and goes with how severe it is, and there are just spurts where it hurts to work.
However, I’ve kept trying to force myself to work and I’m burnt out. Badly. I just need you guys to know where I’m at right now and know that I need to shift gears for a short time here in Patreon… and be less audio-oriented and more community oriented.
I want to open up group script writing sessions to the lower tiers temporarily to make up for there being less early uploads, and I want to hold some more fan art contests and other fun group activities, as a way to keep us all together and having fun while I heal.
Thanks for listening and for understanding.
-B
Comments
Of course Ben! You just focus on what is best for you!❤️
I appreciate you so much!
Thank you for telling us❤️ Make sure you take good care of yourself! We know you care about us and we care about you. I’m not leaving, you are one of my favorites in the asmr community and your health matters!
