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What Have You Been Up To, KS?
🕑 Added 2023-08-02 16:40:48 +0000 UTCThat is a good question.
Some of you might have noticed that I've pretty much disappeared from the face of the Earth the past month, and you are right. I was on an intergalactic trip to the neighboring galaxy to say hi to all the Almaos out there.
Alright alright, jokes aside, it is true that I completely shut myself out from all the social medias and interactions for the entirety of July.
Let's just say your boy KS is kind of a weird guy. For most of the time, I'm a pretty social guy and I like to make friends. But there's that small period of time that I become completely asocial(not anti-social) and just wanna be completely by myself. And during that period of time, it's even very difficult for me to read any messages people send me though it's only a matter of opening up Discord or messaging apps, but I just can't bring myself to tap open them. Weird, I know. And it's not like I don't give a damn, I actually do think about you guys and my friends during this whole process, but there is just this invisible wall that keeps me from talking to anyone. The fact that I got ADHD and OCD doesn't help either. Any of you who has ADHD will know what I'm talking about, it just takes a lot of effort to focus.
Usually this process takes weeks, or in this case, a month to pass, and it pretty much happens once every year.
It just so happens that this time my work had also been really hectic in July (I hate summer season, uuuh.) and some family issues and whatnot also got mix into it. It was fucking horrible. But heck, it has finally passed, and I think I'm ready to be back and be fine till the end of this year(probably :3)
I'm not very good at handling all these new found attention as well. I didn't expect so many people would actually enjoy the game that my Discord server has over 1000 members now. Thank you guys.
Aside from dealing with my own problems, I was also working on the game to the best of my ability with limited time and my mental capacity. Your boy KS did not slack off, but man, it's been a slow month, and I'm almost disappointed in myself for not being able to function like a normal human. But I know I did my best to stay afloat, I hope you guys will understand that.
Anyway, I'm getting back to normal now. Thank you for sticking with me, I know I'm a mess but it's getting better.
As always, life is good(not really in July)
Sincerely, KawaiiSukebe
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Tallestdavid
I shut myself out for years. Introvert life is the best.
