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Chapter 58: Silently Asking If He Believed It

🕑 Added 2022-01-18 08:01:01 +0000 UTC

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Arkeus

To hoping it doesn't get into a relationship, given Piers really feel like his age while Tori feels like 'going into grandmother'

Neferyti

The empress ships Piers and Tori as well. So there is hope!

James Shurtleff

I ship Piers and Tori, though I fear I am doomed to disappointment.

Summercat

Hehe pearls hehehe

nugitoBambino

@broccoli I'm delighted to discover I wasn't the only one to immediately research ace vs aro and compare it to earlier chapters haha. And thanks for the explanation Aila!

Broccoli

Thank you for taking the time to elaborate on this! This helped me understand it so much better :)

@Broccoli – There is a lot to go through, but in terms of where Tori is on the aromantic spectrum: 1. She does NOT feel a need for a romantic partnership. She doesn’t go looking for one. She doesn’t feel she needs it for any sort of emotional or mental fulfillment. 2. She does NOT feel romantic attraction. She acknowledges that romantic attraction exists and may develop, but knows that even if that is the case for her, she doesn’t need it to feel emotionally fulfilled. 3. She experiences sexual attraction. 4. She is completely fine with physical intimacy. You will notice her constantly touching others to show support and comfort (Piers), affection (her friends and family), familiarity (Madam Guthry), and connection (just carrying Ava around). What’s important are the intentions driving the actions and the interpretation of the receiver. Aromantic can be seen as an umbrella term for people who generally feel little to no romantic attraction or need for romantic partnership for emotional fulfillment, as there are so many individual experiences that vary and it is a relatively new term. What does this mean for Piers? It depends on what he wants from the relationship and if he is fine with what Tori can give him. I know that many people will see this as one-sided and unfair, but I would argue that if both partners are clear on what they are able to give and receive, and are accepting of that, is it really unfair or are people simply valuing romantic love and attraction over other types of love and affection? As for right now, Piers just wants to solidify his place in Tori’s world and the romance angle is what he sees to do so (look at his parents). That is how he knows to show his affection for her – this girl he wants around for the rest of his life. On her end, Tori is aware of this and has made it clear that they are friends and that she is ‘not interested’ in that sort of relationship (especially not while she believes she could die in 7 years), but she still cares about him and shows it in ways she knows how: supporting him at functions, calling him to remind him to take care of himself, and generally wanting to make him happy. She may not be romantically in love with him, but Tori does love Piers.

Broccoli

Yeah, I love the ship and am low key devastated for Piers even if I have zero right to be. @Aila, I don’t know if you have time or can answer this, but could I ask you more about how you define romantic attraction with Aro? I have done some research and there does seem to be a divide between some medical websites like WebMD versus actual accounts of Aro people on Reddit describing their experiences. Tori seems to fall into the camp where she experiences sexual attraction to some extent (scene where Piers and Axton are introduced) and doesn’t mind physical intimacy. Someone on Reddit described romantic attraction that seems in line with Tori’s views as the desire to entangle your life with someone else’s and become two halves of the same whole. One unit. They say nothing about a kiss, hug or cuddling is an inherently romantic gesture and while they categorize themself as aromantic, they do desire these things. Link to the specific comment: reddit.com/r/aromantic/comments/ofxwf0/comment/h4hxvi7 I am just trying to understand romantic attraction since it is somewhat subjective through your lens to better understand how Tori is as a person. Regardless, I love your story and support your characters 100% :)

Julkur

So we can only pray that he won't be crippled.

Cyclic Addict Recovering

““On the beat: one, two steps to the left, then kick with the opposite food.” too much food haha! needs more feet what a cliffhanger for me to sign up on ><

You know, since Tori is confirmed Ace I'm wondering if Piers is that poor kid who just met another Asexual person for the first time and thinks this is their only shot at a life partnership that isn't anchored by sex

Krimson Fox

Thank you. That makes me feel alot less anxious lol. The intimate supportive part of their interactions is what I love about this story.

If #1 - I can't confirm due to spoiler policy, but aros can be, and are, in trusting relationships with a single partner. It may not be necessarily romantic - or romantic at all - on their end, but it can still be intimate, supportive, and reciprocating love. If #2 - Also spoiler policy, but Piers isn't going to die any time soon.

Krimson Fox

Um.... both I guess. I really like how they enteract together. Plus Empress Tori sounds awesome

Is this in terms of Tori being on the aro spectrum or because Piers may be killed by Sebastian?

Krimson Fox

So it the Tori/Piers ship dead dead or is there still hope for them? Kinda makes me sad truthfully

Kapelteta

I personally took it more as a slice of life arc travelog. It also involved expanding on the geography and giving context to the politics of the empire. Setup and feel good warm and fuzzies basically. Id look forward to another one if it involved going to another country or some such. Heck she's only really been to 2 (+central) out of the 4 duchies of the empire so id be ok with that too i guess.

Teee

I am glad that the sea voyage has now come to an end. For me, the story lives mainly from the conflict between the two groups and the things that Tori brings from her old world into the new one. These two elements were missing and instead of a travel narrative that introduces us to the country and its people, it was all about restaurants and annoying brothers. The chapters lacked the complexity of the previous ones and I had a bit of an impression of quickly written chapters to fill the new tier. Despite the grumbling, I of course jumped straight to the new tier.

Mike

O M G! Sebby needs to take some deep breaths. Upcoming double date with Piers and sebbys ex!!!!

Everyone always says "RIP Piers", but no one ever says "don't die, Piers."

It's kékfestő! :D A traditional Hungarian (and its surrounding area) textile dyeing and block printing with wax. The blue is a very beautiful shade.

BeepBoop

Will Piers give the flowers to Sebastian? Will Constantines dance sparks a new ship? Well, probably not, but stay tuned for the next episodes to find out!

Julkur

I hope we can finally see the oh so capable side of Piers. Until now it was only hear-say. The last chapters where he showed up, he gave off the impression of a puppy left behind. Tori will be a great Empress! Piers should be more than just her loyal dog. Where is the cool CEO?

Meise

"The fabric was indeed thinner and smooth. The ocean blue cloth was printed with a light gray flower pattern," The printed throws me off.

Amit Gupta

Hmm..a good chapter but the same overprotective brother arc is getting kinda boring and it's noticeable, mainly due to the fact that the storylines till now have been very varied and fresh.

nugitoBambino

gg piers. you were a great character, you'll be missed my dude


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