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I know a lot of you are just here to see my body..

🕑 Added 2024-09-21 18:42:43 +0000 UTC

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Liv

Thank you Finbar.❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I hope you are well, friend.🤗🥰

Liv

Welcome & hi! I'm really glad you're here. Thank you very much for your comment. I really needed to hear some of those things, so thank you. I've had depression & anxiety since I was an adolescent. Have seen between 10 - 15 various mental health specialists (counselors, therapists, social workers, life coaches, nurses, Drs, etc.) over the last 15 years. Sometimes things just get so bad I feel like I haven't made any growth or progress & it can feel quite catastrophic. I haven't had insurance for about 6 months so I had to stop my antidepressants that I was on for years "cold turkey." Also Fall is always just sad in general bc I know winter is coming & it is my arch nemesis, what with that lack of sunlight & all. I just feel like I've never had the right brain chemicals, ya know..? Sometimes (a lot of the time) I think about all the cool things I could accomplish if I had an actual 'properly functioning' brain & it makes me sad. But I also think if I had a "normal" brain then maybe I wouldn't be nearly as creative or interesting or caring even.. Who knows..? I know it's not great to think about all the "what-ifs" but it's something I still do quite a bit. I really want to get back to seeing a therapist but finding one is a whole other battle in itself. Anyway, thank you again for your kind & insightful comment. I'm sorry it's something you also struggle with, but it's at least a little comforting to know we are not alone in these feelings.❤️‍🩹

Musicman

Just know life can be difficult but take your time know you doing your best . Take each day at a time believe in yourself .

Tapehead

Brand new patron, long time depressed person here. What you're describing is extremely relatable to me; feelings of profound dread and doubt, it always comes in waves and it can leave just as quickly as it comes on. It really helped me when I stopped thinking about my life as a "failure or a win," that mindset breeds madness; we all fail more than we win. Life isn't a football game, you don't have to get out there and win everytime. Be kind to yourself and accept that some days will be awful but that doesn't negate all the positive change and growth you've been working towards your whole life. Let the bad days slip out of your memory and focus on the things that make you smile. Hope you're feeling better today.

Liv

Aww thanks Terry. I hope so too.🥰🤗 & really wish I could've joined you at the beach!🧡💙

Terry Williams

Good morning ,hope it's a happy Sunday. Beach was good, but missing something ( you ? ) Hope today finds you better

Liv

Thank you Terry.🤗 It did get a bit better.❤️‍🩹 How was the beach??! ⛱️

Terry Williams

Hope your day got better

Liv

Thank you very much!🥰💖🤗

Tom Weaver

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KB

I hope everything gets better for you sweet girl. You deserve it🥰☀️

Liv

Thank you Tom💖💖💖

Tom Weaver

I for one love you very much Liv. You are a breath of fresh air in a crazy world. Please keep a positive attitude and I will be there to help you through the tough times. Please take care sweetheart. 😘

Liv

🤗💖

Liv

💖💖💖💖💖

David Luscher

Hugs Liv, 🫂

Terry Williams

Things mostly always get better. Just don't give up hope. Wish I could take you to beach with me today. I think it could maybe cheer you up. You have been doing a great job, you make my days brighter. I try to do the same for you. Things will get better, your killing it. Don't doubt your self.