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Diary of my Footboy #Mindfucked- Part 5...
🕑 Added 2021-03-10 11:09:25 +0000 UTCSo today post is based on the day of the first session... the lead up to it and of course what it was like...
Day Eight – Monday – First Session
Well after a week of waiting and wondering and getting more and more excited, it finally arrived! And my god what an experience it was! What a session, what a day! Can honestly say have never experienced anything like that, it was absolutely magnificent! And there’s another one tomorrow! My mind is reeling in the best way – processing everything that has happened today, thinking about what I know is to come tomorrow, and wondering about everything else. Wow such a heady combination of thoughts.
So much has happened today I want to detail it step by step, break it down and document it as much as possible.
I was excited and eager when I woke up and started chatting with Mistress quite early on. She wasted no time in stirring the waters, using the erotic trigger on me and telling me that I felt deeply hypnotized. And I did start to feel that already; my mind was racing with possibilities about what was to come, about what Mistress was going to do and what condition I would be in afterwards. Really I started to feel triggered already, and as well as the trigger Mistress actually used I guess again it was sort of the power of association and how open I am to her now. She just hints at something and if it’s a powerful thought or memory in my mind she can bring that effect back to the surface. How wonderful it is to be subject to the power of her words like that.
She always seems to know what’s on my mind too, she asked me if I had butterflies about the upcoming sessions and I did, as although I didn’t know what was coming I knew it was going to be unlike anything else we’ve done. And I’ve often documented here how excited the whole thing made me. And so we talked a bit about it, she threw in a noted or two, and resolved to let me carry on through the whole day wondering about everything that was to come. Of course this would happen anyway and has been through the course of the week, but there was just something about her saying it that made me feel more gooey and excited.
I’m sure all this was part of Mistress’ way to make me more open to her in the lead up to the session. And there was a growing sense of that being the case as we got nearer, both from a combination of everything she has been saying (and doing) to me and all the thoughts I’ve shared with her as the week has gone on…and at all times along our journey together, in fact. I know Mistress already has so much knowledge of me and it’s only increasing all the time; every session, every conversation just adds to her ability to push all my buttons. She can do it so easily now, it must be effortless for her to start taking my mind in a particular direction, whether waking or otherwise. I adore being so open and laid bare to her…hypnosis is wonderful!
And being in this open state only makes me feel that our connection is stronger, makes me feel more submissive and want to do my best for Mistress and support her as much as I can. I trust her completely and know she will always keep me safe, and therefore I would always do what she says. Earlier for instance she restricted me from looking at her feet until told otherwise – and while I missed being able to do that, I followed it completely. Mistress has made no further mention of restricting me from her feet or voice as she implied she might at the beginning of last week, and the vast majority of the time she gives me free rein in that respect. Today I felt it more prudent to ask her permission, and she did not give it. Perhaps this was particularly to carry out a small mindfuck on me which I shall document later, I shall never know. Whatever the reason though I followed her instructions and always would, I enjoy doing so (very much) and belonging to her as I do that is my role.
There was one more trick that she had up her sleeve in the build up to the session to prize me open just a bit more ready for what she wanted to do. After using the scent trigger on me she suggested that I would feel a wave of pleasure on the hour every hour until the session began. It felt so nice – not as intense as the erotic trigger or bubble when she makes it very strong, but just a lovely wave washing through me and making me feel good. And that was amazing by itself, but then Mistress combined it with a small mindfuck just to give me something to think about…she asked me how many hours to go the session (three) and then how many to go until tomorrow’s one (twenty-seven). That’s when her implication dawned on me that this would last until tomorrow! I mean wow…what an effect. We hadn’t even reached the session yet! She let me know this information in her subtle way to make me melt just that little bit more…and I was thinking about how much of a puddle I would be by the time we got to tomorrow! While I was sat in the dentist waiting room waiting for my appointment at 4.30pm I had to smile to myself thinking about what might happen if it carried on to 5pm! But it didn’t.
And so that was all just the build up! I will try to document the session as best I can, probably by each different kind of thing that happened rather than the order it all necessarily happened in.
As I was sat in the chair in front of my laptop in those last few minutes before 7pm the butterflies were really flying – I was positively electrified! One of the first things that struck me as we started was how I felt a bit different talking to Mistress in this situation, when I know she is about to hypnotise me and play with me, as opposed to when we are just chatting like during a group video call in Discord or whatever. I was more…bashful, I guess? Perhaps it was down to those butterflies still being around, or possibly more the effect Mistress was already having on me even as we spoke. The way she looked at me, the tone of her voice…her hypnotic voice…So less being bashful and more already falling under her spell…
And carrying on from that was how the first few minutes of everything proceeded – as we spoke Mistress was sat, and how beautiful she looked tonight, and visibly making notes in a large notebook…she would look at me, listen to what I said, make a note, make sure I knew it. The effect was just like when she said the word noted, creating the same sort of mushy and submissive feeling. I have no doubt that she knew exactly what the effect was after her experiment on me a few days ago, although I didn’t think of that at the time as I was too focused on the feeling there and then.
The feelings of submission were particularly profound during the course of the session. The feelings I normally have amplified and increased from everything that had happened during the course of the day, culminating in this…starting to drift under Mistress’ spell, and that view perfectly positioned like I was at her feet. She showed them up close not long into the session, I bowed my head as she had not yet given me permission to look at them. Naturally, she asked me what I was doing just to stir those waters a little bit, I love it when she does that. This only increased the submissive gooey feeling brewing inside me, and once she gave me permission to look at them I started to drift under quickly. As this was happening I was bowled over by how beautiful her feet looked, I was seeing them close up and they were simply incredible. Every wrinkle on her soles, every time she flexed them or swayed them…so alluring and so hypnotic.
Even more so when she gave me the experience of being used as her foot stool. Her beautiful feet resting on my face, closed around me softly and making me feel so safe, calm and tranquil. So hypnotized. So submissive. So many things Mistress did during the session highlighted my submission to her as well as feeling incredible; everything she said to me about belonging to her, the continuous referral to me as her foot boy, which makes me feel so wonderful and accepted, using the Goddess Effect trigger on me which just floods me with happiness and a submissive need to obey, the way she told me I would follow what she said. For instance, she implanted a new trigger in me that when she instructs me to snap my fingers, I will have an intense feeling of orgasmic pleasure that only stops when she instructs me to snap my fingers again. Of course she took the opportunity to use it straight away – the compulsion to snap my fingers when she instructed it was so strong, I will always do it. How amazing it feels to have a trigger like that which is linked to my own physical action but knowing that control still rests with Mistress. It is hers to exercise as she wants to. Perhaps that’s what she meant by my having another physical trigger? And how incredible the sensations felt! Sort of like being constantly washed over by the erotic trigger, a sustained feeling of great pleasure just washing over me. Wow.
Mmmmmm and speaking of triggers, Mistress implanted another that also had and will continue to have a profound effect on me. After she had used her feet and voice to bring me under nice and deeply, she started dangling a pocket watch in front of the camera. I was transfixed. She didn’t swing it rhythmically from side to side as such, more just let it dangle and sway a bit, move as it would. The exact things she said to me are a bit of a haze to be honest as the effect was so powerful, but the end result is that now I cannot look at that pocket watch without becoming completely blank, open and hypnotized. It was so hypnotic to look at, especially the way Mistress dangled it in front of the camera with her soles as a backdrop. That image is now emblazoned in my mind…it is so potent to think about even as I write this. The image of her dangling the watch in front of her soles, the look on her face as she held it up and just watched me go deeper, the way she would tell me in her sweet seductive voice how hypnotized I was…good lord all just so incredible, seductive and captivating. And I was deeply hypnotized, probably deeper than I’ve ever gone? When that watch came out I just completely melted away, completely under Mistress’ spell. I can only wonder how powerful it will be in future when just thinking about it is rather potent. But how absolutely wonderful it is.
In so many ways Mistress knows me and exactly what to do or say to have the maximum impact on me. I’m just so open to her and wouldn’t want it any other way. She just understands me so well…for instance, she used the truth trigger on me to have me tell her how enjoyable it was for me that she called me out on being quiet last night. I told her everything, of course…and I was also kind of touched that she knows me that well, she gets how I would be and would react to that sort of thing, an expression of her influence over me, I guess. I adore how we are at the point where she has that kind of knowledge of me and am so grateful for all the time she gives me.
And as well as all the incredible pleasure and erotic fun that we share together, she always makes me feel safe and looks out for my wellbeing in the best possible way. At one point of the session when she had me deeply under, she took me through the most wonderful healing process, and it was like a weight being lifted from my shoulders. I won’t dwell on the exact nature of the feelings that she helped me with, because they’re not important now, but she helped me to release them and free myself. I felt so safe and calm and tranquil under Mistress’ guidance, her voice surrounding me and guiding me…more than once she iterated how she was giving me her full attention in that moment and it was all just…divine. Mistress is really such a beautiful person and she helps me so much, there is so much positivity in everything she does and creates. I’ve said before that I think of her as a guide, mentor and good friend as well as my Mistress, I want to do and be the best that I can be for myself and for my continuing service to her. Looking back on this now it seems almost like a different phase of my life – a time when I was burdened by things that don’t have nearly as much sway on me now. What a change! Again, like a weight has been lifted. What a feeling.
Another trigger that Mistress implanted was that whenever I see her in a red outfit I am brought instantly to the point of an orgasm but must ask her permission to release before I can do so. And writing it pretty casually like that doesn’t really do it justice! Like everything else, once this was implanted Mistress made sure to use it to have some fun with me…she actually made me search for a picture! The feeling of looking for it was…stimulating. The build-up as I looked for it all lead up to the inexorable sensations I knew would be coming, the sensation that she was guiding my body to wards it by instructing me to search for the picture. I took my phone and went back through some of the pictures on the Cheekiest Chat room until the first one came up. All the time I could feel Mistress watching me, just waiting for that moment when the pleasure would wash over me. And it did! Instantly to the point of orgasm, no build up in intensity, just right to the edge and a combined urge to release and need to ask Mistress’ permission to do it. Many times in the past I have asked her permission to release when she has been playing with me, but it hasn’t been directly linked like in this instance.
And when Mistress gave me the release it was another beautifully intense influx of pleasure rushing over me. I can see now why Mistress said I would need to keep my strength up for these sessions! The feelings of bliss and pleasure that Mistress had created in me through the course of the session all pooled together, adding to each other as I was taken to each new plateau. So intense, more pleasure than I ever thought possible. The release came in the form of three stacked orgasms at the end of the session and it was quite possibly the most intense ever; one after the other they flooded me as the culmination of everything that had been built on throughout the session. Mistress was not done with the subject of pleasure though – a final suggestion she gave me was that I will experience an orgasmic release every three hours from that point, climaxing at 7pm for the beginning of the next session where I will have an explosive orgasm as soon as I see her face! And again, writing it down here makes it seem rather more casual than it actually has been to experience so far! I mean, what a suggestion! Mistress has my mind and body in the palm of her hand and can use them however she sees fit, and as well as the incredibly intense pleasure it is amazing to feel her influence extending over me to that degree.
And so that was the session itself. How am I feeling now a few hours later as I write this diary entry? Well…ecstatic! The afterglow of the session and all the pleasure and positivity is still with me…I’m just so happy! I am such a lucky foot boy to have such a wonderful Mistress and to experience all the incredible things that I do! The pleasure is still very much with me – I had my first scheduled orgasm and as I write this it is about forty minutes until the next one. What a sentence to write! It was not as intense as the ones that I experienced during the session, but still powerful and so pleasurable! Even in my waking world Mistress can affect me so powerfully, and I love it. I only chatted with her a little bit after the session…but she made her presence felt in that time. When she called me her good foot boy I was just overcome by how potent that was, it made me feel really gooey and want to be on my knees for her…and she permitted it. And so it was that I was on my knees quivering in pleasure for a number of minutes after she instructed me to snap my fingers. She kept me in this state and told me the exact time that I could snap my fingers to stop the effect…I love that. The feelings it creates in me alongside the pleasure are just brilliant; being so bound to Mistress in that way is a dream come true.
I suppose that a session with Mistress just wouldn’t be the same if it didn’t include a good mindfuck. A few times during the course of the evening I’ve found myself writing something unusual in Discord. And actually, as I read that sentence back, it would be more accurate to say I find myself having already written something unusual in Discord. A few times and in a few of the different channels I’ve written the sentence ‘Anunna’s experiment is successful’…but it isn’t something that I’ve done consciously, and I have no recollection of being told to do it. I’m not quite sure how to describe it…it’s like scrolling back and seeing a comment that was always there but you missed the first time round. When I look at the screen I see it as much as I see any other comment, but how it got there…I don’t know! That doesn’t mean that I can’t surmise how it got there though…as I outlined in a previous entry, when Mistress mindfucks and confuses me, I can never really know how something is, but I can still form my own idea of it. A couple of times other users have referenced it and I genuinely have not known what it’s about! The sentence itself sort of gives me an idea…but is that the extent of it? Is something else coming, something else tied to it? I don’t know…perhaps all will be revealed, perhaps it won’t. Whatever the outcome, I think Mistress is using me for another experiment and that is just so thrilling. God I love it.
Next week will be the 2nd session.... You know how I like to tease ;)
Chanel x
Comments
WOW! i SO especially love the permission / non-permission aspects and the progressive loss of control and loss of memory in a process that is so artful and elegant that it is only (if at all) barely noticed.
Owen Cochrane
I do, indeed, know how you like to tease A...And what an extraordinary piece from Footboy...
