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$1+ Shitty News and a Slight Funk! (But no lack of/change in content.)
🕑 Added 2018-12-20 08:28:46 +0000 UTCHey!
I just wanted to quickly let you know that a friend of mine died recently, and while I initially thought I would be unaffected, it has put me in a bit of a funk. I want to record a video today before my planned videos to discuss how conflicted I am feeling and maybe just to talk through my thoughts on grief with you guys or for myself. This video won't be public for some time (if at all, the person's family is remaining private ATM and this video is mostly for me.) However, if it happens to be a decent thought-provoking video or one I feel appropriate sharing down the line, I will at least do so with you guys here on Patreon. <3
I have FSF already up for this week and some fun holiday photo sets. I need to take some more with the new green hair, and stream more often, but forcing artificial content has never been my forte. I think talking out my thoughts on camera today should lift the funk. Just wanted to let you know why I might be a little weird. It's also period time, so I think that's why I am feeling it a bit more than I would normally.
Love you guys! Please don't worry about it or treat me any differently. I know that it sucks and loss sucks and it's OK to be down sometimes, I just ask for understanding and maybe some jokes in the comments! :)
More light content, thoughts, and titties soon! You're wonderful!
T <3
Comments
Tara Babcock
LOL! Thank you for that! Feeling better lately. :)
Timothy A Logue
I'm so sorry this happened its always tough to lose someone you love and everyday feels different but you find little reasons to smile you find different reasons to life and learn more appreciation for life and even though they're gone they don't really leave us they are always with us wherever we go. Now for a joke A man walks into a pub and asks for 12 shots of vodka. The barman says, "Wow, 12. Are you celebrating?" The man replies, "I've just experienced my first blow job." The barman says, "That's brilliant. Let me get you another one on the house." The man replies, "No, that's okay. If the twelfth one doesn't get the taste out of my mouth nothing will."
Tara Babcock
LMAO! "3. Why was the guitar teacher arrested? For fingering a minor." You're amazing! :) The jokes were perfect, and knowing I am not alone helps!
JR
I had three friends pass this year. Death is a hard thing to process because of how intangible it is to the rest of us not truly knowing what lies beyond. At the very least, from what I've read about NDEs, death almost always involves a massive shot of endorphins giving the person full acceptance of their situation, or it's just the same as going to sleep in a dreamless state. I've found some solace after reading those accounts, but it's still a painful thing to lose someone you care about. Stay strong. As time passes, it'll get better. Some brevity: I was going to post a joke from here, but every one of these are hilarious. Here's the whole damn thing. Have at it gurl: <a href="https://thoughtcatalog.com/melanie-berliet/2015/03/50-dirty-jokes-that-are-never-appropriate-but-always-funny/" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">https://thoughtcatalog.com/melanie-berliet/2015/03/50-dirty-jokes-that-are-never-appropriate-but-always-funny/</a>
