Malphier
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Going to the hospital again
🕑 Added 2022-12-29 11:15:19 +0000 UTCHey guys, I writing this to let you all know that I am having to go to the hospital again. I am managing to avoid a panic attack for now but it's getting more and more difficult, so I am writing this while I still can. I don't know how things will go now but I will get you updated as soon as possible. Due to that, I may not be able to finish the nude version of the Tifa fanart for a while, as well as other artwork. Sorry guys.
UPDATE: I am home already. Surprisingly I didn't have to wait much this time around and the doctor was actually really good and attencious. Things I can't say about my previous experiences. lol
He still gave me the same medication as they did the other time, the one that made me sleep for 3 days and then barely be able to focus and lose my dexterity for at least another 2. He did ask me first, though, instead of just forcing it on me. He also gave me the lower dosage (according to him). I don't know what dosage they gave me the first time, but I am assuming I won't be AFK for another 3 days this time. No promises though, cause I am already almost passing out.
He also said I should restart my anxiety treatment. I stopped with it in March of this year, since I was mostly doing it to balance the ADHD meds's side effects, and by that time I was already dealing with the anxiety quite well without the meds. Regardless, that's more expenses to the tab and side effects to deal with, at least for now.
I am calmer now, just sleepy. The meds he gave me does help a lot with the symptoms, though the side effects really make it a last resource.
To finish, I really want to thank you guys again for your support. Seriously, I wouldn't be able to find any peace if it wasn't for you guys. I would be crunching that Tifa nude version right now (and more) despite any side effects if it wasn't for you. Thanks for helping me focus more on my health and give some peace of mind. I will still want to make as many art as I can, I can't really avoid it, but I am being much more careful. Thank you!
Now I am gonna sleep before I start writing anything dumb. Seeya ❤️
Comments
Vic.erz
Maybe this situation might take a while to fully recover, but you are doing good so far, keep resting and stay safe!
Alejandro
Your health comes first!
D'Bit
Take care! Rest a lot, first things first
Boo
Take your time, I subbed here for the sake of supporting your mental health. I think you have an amazing talent and I hope you stay healthy and take care of yourself first and foremost. Warm Regards
Vladimir
Stay safe and rest well ☺️
