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Summer School Curriculum - Week 9

🕑 Added 2023-08-28 16:10:28 +0000 UTC

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DrDon

Resistance I’m surprised to have run into some resistance. I know paths are seldom/never linear. But still, I’m surprised. It started with one of the series and became even more stronger when I (foolishly) assumed that there would be no/little work for the last week. When I saw the assignment I felt a bit overwhelmed. Except with each passing day, I feel a slowly, but steadily increasing “pressure?” “need?” “craving (sorta)” to return. When I try to see what that resistance is about, I get super-confused. I don’t feel at all afraid, I think it is about my being conflicted over surrender of control to another, even though it is what I core-crave. The resistance was never “NO” is was not even “no” (in 2-point type) it was “maybe later.” I’ve also realized I do better in a structured program; whether that is a group or individual plan. (Goes way back to teacher-pleasing in very early days, finding support there when I couldn’t find it anywhere else.) I looked for files related to resistance—“Snappy Response” came up (though at some level many/all? address it, I think?) I’m looking forward to experiencing this week’s files. (And to completing them on time.) *smiling at myself* Thank you Lee


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