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Keeping it real
🕑 Added 2025-06-16 15:18:08 +0000 UTCGood morning Crew!
I just wanted to take a second to speak directly with y'all about what's been going on behind the scenes. I know sometimes it's easy to forget that I also am a human and not a robot, just like you. I am a one man show. I am currently going through some life turbulence that would be a pain to explain, but it could cause immediate issues with everything I have going on, I am doing what I can to work through all of that, unless it gets to that point then something drastic will have to change.
Right now, I'm posting on two different channels, across two platforms, while also trying to maintain other things outside of the content. It's a lot. I'm not saying that to complain as I genuinely love doing this. However, I'd like for you to realize that it is not as easy as many of you suspect. I've been reading exit surveys, comments and messages and I'm glad that these types of remarks are made less overtime but it's still like "damn..." to see people still do that. I am not anyone else, especially any other duo/group posting similar content. I have to go at my own pace... I'm posting ~15+ videos per week on Patreon alone.
I've been trying to shape this community to be more interactive but I'd also like to add emphasis on being kind and caring about my wellbeing too. I know I can't get that from everyone, but I've set my intentions and I hope I can attract that type of crowd. Good vibes, real people
If by chance you notice some things shifting slightly in pace, know that it's intentional (check the pinned post). I'm still here working hard. I'm just learning how to sustain it better so I can keep going...
Your support means everything, especially mentally. It gives me room to figure things out without having to constantly chase the next post just to keep up. I'm grateful, always.
For those still here, thanks for rocking with me though. I had to let things fall so that I can get to this point. You'll keep getting content, just made with more balance, care, and intention.
With love,
Anthony
Also important: I also am in the middle of a situation with my desktop camera, so I had to send it in and a new one should be coming ideally within this week. As of now, I'm using my tiny camera, it should look decent at the least in webcam mode. My apologies for that.
Comments
mssmercedes
Take your time! Everybody has to balance and juggle stuff in life. And just as they wish for and understanding I hope they can have that same empathy towards you. I hope this place and the content that you do put out can still be an enjoyable time even though it's work
Brittany
You got this! Keep doing what you like and set your boundaries to get the community that vibes the same way you do. Thank you for all you're doing cause for sure that's sooooo much time! It really isn't easy!! Take your time and take care! You got this!! Looking forward to what you bring! โจ๐ซถ๐ฝ
Daniela V.
You got this dude, I believe in you!
iluvsomebrii
take as much time as you needโค๏ธ weโll all be here and thank you for working as hard as you do, especially taking care of two channels and having things go on outside of streaming. keep doing you ant!!!
aly
thank you for all the hard work you do anthony! please always prioritize your mental health and wellbeing! โค๏ธ
Caroline.E
Thank you for working so hard and for posting even though youโre going through stuff ant. We always want you to prioritise your health so please take all the time you need and donโt overwork yourself! Iโm sorry that there are people that donโt understand that and donโt take the time to listen to what you need. Hope everything gets better! ๐๐
chelsey
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Sham Sham
Thank you for all the hard work youโve been putting in. Wishing you the best as you navigate life right now. As always, take ur time plz don't feel the need to try to rush things. Take the time u need ant. ๐
rachelllll
thank you for all you're putting out there for us even as you're going through it yourself. keeping us in the loop and updated means so much, and I'm sorry there are people out there that aren't understanding. fingers crossed you're able to take care of yourself without guilt. we're always here if/when you need us
jam
Also YES hoping you can curate a community that engages in discussion underneath the posts but is first and foremost, KIND! And ideally, treats others and YOU with respect too ๐ซถ๐ฝ
jam
Thanks for keeping us in the loop as always, hope it will all work out for you ๐ also, you and your one man show are doing good in my book :)
