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I'm sick. Again. AGAIN FFS
🕑 Added 2025-03-12 14:25:50 +0000 UTCB SCREAMS, "AGAIN" AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS, FROM THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN IN THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD
Honestly, since October, actually wait, November wasn't too bad, but still, since then I have been repeatedly going through at least some kind of physical/mental turmoil, every single damn month. Sometimes multiple times a month. I mean, I'm so so so so unbelievably used to this, I've suffered with this shit since I was a kid, so I don't know why I constantly go through the cycle of being surprised at the fact I'm in agony or have some kind of issue 2948257 a month. BUT STILL, IT FEELS SO OVERWHELMINGLY CONSTANT ATM AND IT'S REALLY 'EFFIN ANNOYING ME π
But yeah, right now I've got a stinking cold, a very sore head, and I'm suffering. Again.
I have 295825727239 things to do, and my brain feels like it's going to explode. I feel like the universe is just testing me atm, if its not one thing, it's another. I'm trying so hard to keep on top of everything, but around each corner is some kinda hurdle, and I'm bloody sick of jumping over damn hurdles!!! I stopped doing sports when I left school ffs. No more hurdles!!!! Just gimme a god damn break π€£
I have so much more I wanted to say on this post but honestly, my head is killing me, so ima just leave this to a short lil rant hahaha
Thanks for listening. Ima go take a nap before my next client xxxx
