humanlouvre
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on the plane
🕑 Added 2025-08-11 04:33:52 +0000 UTC🤍
offtopic...
Three days ago, I came back home from a burial. In just two weeks, I've lost two family members - people I loved so dearly - people I was so proud of. I still am.
I won’t share details, who and why, because it’s too personal, and the more I talk about it, the more it hurts. It hurts to even think about it. It's devastating.
I was raised in culture that teaches to hide grief, just so as not to disturb people around. And I tried my best, to keep working, to seem fine. Just do my obligations without excuses. Yes, I updated the latest part while mourning and I still draw with even more grief.
Months before she was gone, she told me, "Work hard, be the best artist, and support your loved ones". I know there are things I must finish, and I'll keep that promise no matter how hard it is, even through the pain and emptiness.
It's just I may not interact or engage the way I used to. I’ll still make and share my art at a healthy pace for as long as I can. It's the only duty I have here.
Thank you for your understanding and kindness.
HL
Comments
JinJewels
Such a cute one. And I wish you all the best and a lot of strengh♡
Bhakti
I am so deeply sorry for your losses. It takes such a long time for the world to reshape and feel like home again, and even then we are forever changed. Please be kind to yourself and let yourself take all the time you need for whatever you need.💜
Hope
I am so sorry for your loss. 🫂
