Alikurai
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May plans!
🕑 Added 2019-05-01 16:53:33 +0000 UTCHellooo everyone. New month.
I haven't talked a lot about myself and have withdrawn from a lot of contact kinda, and it's all due to my uni and how hard it is for me to actually do my uni stuff. While I deal with a lot of prejudice due to my being an immigrant, I can't deny the affect it's having on my overall uni performance. I'm behind on a lot of things and there is virtually no help for me available, I have to dig myself out of it step by tiny step. While I am slowly succeeding in it, I am very unmotivated and apathetic towards everything in life currently, and I am trying my best for it to not affect my art also.
The only thing that is keeping me going is the fact that the next year is my last and after that I am taking a year off to finally focus on my own well-being.
I have debated a lot with myself as to how I want to progress as an artist and what I want to do with my art. I would love to be able to support myself with art, The Dream for any artist out there, amirite. I have also craved the cold embrace of the grave as of lately, due to all these deadlines and stuff I have to do besides drawing.
I have also thought about what I want with this patreon. Ofc it's the biggest support I will have in achieving my dream, and putting a lot of my art behind a paywall felt very bad. But I also want a safe environment for myself to create and to communicate with people, so In the end it is what it is.
I am very grateful for your support and it makes me so happy to see you all here! I will try my best to bring you even more content, especially now that I only have 1 month left of this hell hole before I can rest in the summer ;~;
Comments
Kare
Make sure you look after yourself first! Patron is a great place but you shouldn't feel pressured here when you are feeling that in real life! Like the poster above said, we'll be here supporting you regardless <3
nopedia
💝
Aria
thank you so much qq^qq this makes me feel so much better!!
Aria
juna y u make me cry q^q <3<3<3
Aria
T^T yaaay, you understand me! Mostly, people are nice, but dang is it hard to perform when everything is catered to the native speakers, but everyone is judge to the same standard irregardless ..
Aria
QwQ thank you!!! I love drawing him as a kitty.
Juna
ilu lots and i'm here for you!! any content from you is a delight, and i would be here even if there were zero updates. always take care of yourself first. the end is near!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Mia Morrison
And that yura is gorgeous!!!!
Mia Morrison
Oh noooessss im so sorry you're going through all of this. Im an immigrant too, but I've been very lucky i have not bumped into many horrible people. I know it looks dark and uncertain ahead, but it will work out. You are very talented and smart. We believe in you!!!!
Linisen
I'm so sorry that your uni experience is so tough and unfair. I wish I could help. Please let me know if I can, okay? I always look forward to your updates and packages but take care of yourself and enjoy the summer and time off.
Aria
;;-;; thank u!!
We love you! You got this, do your best! 💪
