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Family Dynamics
🕑 Added 2022-07-18 08:45:37 +0000 UTCThis exclusion was a hugely upsetting situation for me.
In this Vlog i am triggered and upset. it's helpful to let it out.
Speaking of the artistic process our emotions play a key part. They can activate some life force in us which provokes us to create. They can keep us from creating. Handling all these emotions has been heavy but getting out to the ocean and creating underwater art was a great reminder of how art can be the greatest healer.
*I had another "artistic process" video of me at the sea, unable to create because of jellies, which I accidentally deleted, but all turned out well, because I was meant to team up with someone in order to make it happen. Who has seen the underwater art? What do you think?
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This Is Suze
thanks Ramon, wonderful reply, totally agree, sorry only just saw this comment...
Ramon
"Jellies" are the bluish stinging jellyfish which are a nuisance locally. Family exists. By definition they are the humans we are bonded to regardless of our choice. You're the fourth oldest and second youngest in the order. If you are being excluded intentionally, there is nothing you can do. Many families just keep it formal. Your life belongs entirely to you and you have no obligation to share with people who do not value you. Just keep your distance.
