This is Suze
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Happy Weekend Patrons
🕑 Added 2021-10-23 17:42:37 +0000 UTCHey delicious humans,
I had plans to film some new content for the $50 tier today, but ended up having to take a day off because I am crazy exhausted. I will be in bed in a minute and it's only 7.30pm Saturday night....
I have to be online tomorrow at 8am and working until 1.30pm and then I shall make the new content and get it out to you
Just want you to know that my plans didn't quite go to plan to spend all weekend making my $50 content, but I have a couple of hours tomorrow, and then Monday I will devote to you, sorry I know maybe it's preferable to receive it on the weekend, and I do have that in my mind....but I have a date tomorrow night and have to get to another island, it takes time, and I'm giving my hire car back so I have to take the bus ;-)
Feels right to meet some new men. I am not interested in anything other than friendship, but just to get out and meet new people since that Daniel is not holding me as special anymore, I have to get used to the fact that my future is not with him, and that's been very hard for my heart to handle. I must have given him 100% of my heart and thought that it was going to be mutual, and in all honesty I have never had heartbreak like this, this one has been very different, because I am more mature, and able to feel my heart, which means I realise how sensitive i am and I have no desire to make that mistake again.
From now on, friends only.....I only want to get to know men as friends....if eventually a few months later it develops into something then great, but I am not really seeing it as a date, but as making new friends with the hope that they might just become more.
So I have invited this guy to his first ever salsa night!!! He already gets ten points for bravery!!!
Thanks for your patience....hope you're all caught up on all the new AC content while you wait for tomorrows $50 content...
love
Suze :-)
