*Full Length Video*: Christmas w stepsis
I haven't posted ..
🕑 Added 2023-06-27 22:25:34 +0000 UTC
*Full Length Video*: Christmas w stepsis
I haven't posted a full length video in a while so I wanted to put something out. This one is from 2021 but it's a fan-favorite and I think there's something for everyone <3
*ramble incoming:* I was going to make a full length video last week but tbh I really wasn't feeling it. Full Lengths can be really fun but they are really tiring. And I don't really like putting videos out there on the internet that will be there forever if they're lazy or I'm not looking great or enjoying myself. Honestly it makes me a lil anxious putting my bad content out because when I'm not enjoying a video I'm not a good actress 😅
I felt a lil anxious to post one since I haven't posted one for you guys in a while, but I decided I'd rather wait until I'm excited to do one and get my health in order. To be straight up with you, my adhd meds has been causing issues w sex drive and circulation, which makes it hard to do content. I've had so much fun answering messages more & sexting though. My meds has made me have been making me so into sexts and porn, but I get this this negative side effect from them that makes me feel "stuck in place"- I get too focused on the wrong thing and can't stop.
For literally 6 months I was planning on cutting down my script once I caught up with work, but the day never came 🥲 Last week I realized my script was not helping, and decided to quit. It's a process and I've been resting. I just want to focus on taking care of my health and getting exercise instead of stressing over content 😄 Anyway ramble over. I'm sure a lot of people don't care lol but I know some of you are wondering when I'm gonna post a lot again. It feels great to put this out there and give like you a real answer, instead of giving some excuse or ignoring questions.
I'm not taking a break btw. I'm going to make content when I feel like it for now instead of making schedules & failing lol. I hope my passion for OF comes back soon! Thanks for understanding 💕
