Raydirin
fansly
🕑 Added 2022-03-21 22:31:57 +0000 UTC
I have been so frustrated by everyone lately. There are good moments happening during the day but I get back to this hateful state of mind. Pissed and angry. I'm mad at some people for a reason though. But I'd like you to keep in mind that if you didn't say anything inappropriate or insulting and I'm mad at you that's probably just the shitty side of me showing. I'm trying to get rid of it, or at least make it affect my life less. Half of the time aggression switch is flipped towards myself. But at least I'm not hurting others at those moments. I'm not excusing myself, just letting you know that I'm fully aware of my aggression and I really don't like it. Therapy is on pause until I get more financially stable.
I'm thinking of doing more public goal shows on streams. Today it went great, I squirter 6 times in total! You can find all the links in bio.
I'll be more active here when my mind's not busy hating. Until then, I wish you all mental stability and friendly people around you
