iShyNya
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🕑 Added 2024-12-11 16:59:03 +0000 UTC
~My Path as a Content Creator~
July-October 2022
I consider the elf girl to be my main work of the year. i made this photo set when i felt depressed and maybe desperate. i wanted to reflect that in the photos....
I'll tell you how my attitude towards social media comments has changed.
At first I tried to reply to everyone I could even if I didn't really like what people wrote. I tried to explain something or change someone's mind. after a while I realized that changing someone's mind is useless and a waste of time. for example people wrote that photos are just a click of a finger and it's too easy to do. someone wrote that I'm anorexic and I need to eat a burger etc. there were also good kind comments and there were many more of them.... but at that point I was really worried about it and trying to change it. i don't feel like changing it anymore. i just giggle and watch the next thing.
because of people making up things that don't exist i realized there's a thing i really don't like. i don't like it when people make up things about me that don't exist in private conversations instead of asking. they do it without malice.
It's like you're talking to a person and they hear completely different words. or they completely make up a different person instead of me. i don't know what to do about it.... I feel so strange when I have to explain to a person that it's the other way around. I don't want to upset the person that they made it up, or I don't have the emotional strength to keep bringing people back to reality.
It's rare, but it happens, and it gets really hard.
