Hey guys. I haven’t been posting because I just can’t catch ..
🕑 Added 2023-03-13 16:21:00 +0000 UTC
Hey guys. I haven’t been posting because I just can’t catch a break. It’s like murphys law, what can go wrong will go wrong. I’ve now developed synkinesis from the facial paralysis. I’m constantly dealing with rare complications from a fucking rare disease. I’m having an extremely hard time existing and don’t have any support from anyone. My confidence in myself is completely ruined and i don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve invested in countless treatments that ultimately made things worse and I’m in so much debt because of everything involved. I have zero self esteem so that equals zero drive todo onlyfans, which means I am just becoming more and more in debt each day. I’m seriously struggling and can’t stop wishing that I was born in a different body so I wouldn’t have to deal with this disease has stolen from me. Fuck rare diseases. Fuck condylar resorption. Fuck facial paralysis. Fuck synkinesis. I’m done. Done with fucking everything. I still can’t blink my eye either and my eye sight continues to wither along with my will to keep going.
