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🕑 Added 2024-03-16 15:24:15 +0000 UTC Hey there! Step outside, I have something to show ya ๐Yesterday I finished the first demo of another new song. Now I have 6 new songs with their finished demos and another 5 ideas in development. I might use today to work on one of those ideas so I can maybe have the seventh song sketched before I leave for TBRU.
Working on music helps me deal with my anxiety levels, which peaked last week for no apparent reason.
This perception changed when I went back to therapy last week and realized that there are two or three factors that have been pressuring me. One is PTSD from having to deal with some traumatic events that happened recently that brought back bad memories (can't talk about it in the open, but you get the idea), and the other is the pressure of constantly having to create content for this site, and some physical problems I had after trying out two of the new toys I unboxed. The pain is real, guys ๐ .
But well, I'm a survivor, fighting it all with creativity and a smile. Have a great Saturday ๐ โค๏ธ
