Life update for those wanting to know what’s up:
Well my lif..
🕑 Added 2023-01-14 21:15:34 +0000 UTC
Life update for those wanting to know what’s up:
Well my life has taken a whole unexpected horrible turn lol. I was dealing with court stuff and then I got doxxed. Like full fledge leaked. address, legal name, family members location, etc etc. I have been doing damage control (and crying a lot). Had to deactivate my twitter because of the scary messages. Being Pakistani, a woman, and someone who does onlyfans makes you a target to things you wouldn’t imagine happening to you. Those empty threatening messages I got before have become a reality. I have spent hours reporting to authorities, social media ”police”, lawyers, in regards to this. I’m tired. Soooo tired.
I don’t have another job. I don’t really have skills or anything. I was once a y0ung dumb girl who worshipped an ex who convinced me to drop out of university in exchange for housing, an ex who convinced me to give him all my money in jobs he made me work in exchange for housing. I’m unskilled and I don’t have anything else. I can’t afford college. But truthfully, I love this job. I love being “hinawynne” and having control of what I can post and how to post it and everything. I know a lot of my old content is so cringey looking back. But I promise every single thing I’ve posted, I was happy and confident to post. I have never had that feeling in anything else in my life. I’ve worked jobs I’ve absolutely hated that degraded me beyond reason. I spent the last few weeks looking for another job. But dang it’s so hard to find a job that pays a livable wage, it’s so hard. Truthfully, I don’t want another job. I love Onlyfans as my job. It gives me a livable wage and I have control on what I do. And I want to take back that control so bad. This past year has been the absolute worst of my life, and it ended so badly with getting doxxed. But I’m going to take back control. I’m moving, I’m protecting myself. I’m going to take back control of this account finally. Its been a whole 8 months since I could be active because of things that were out of my control. My income has been affected so badly. There were days I didn’t eat because I had to save money for a lawyer to deal with all this. And nothing still worked out my way. But I’m going to make it work my way now. I’m going to transition to posting daily again. Just being active and posting what I want and making money. I wanna be on this account and I wanna be happy. I don’t want to sound like a crybaby victim, but I really deserve to be happy with everything I went through. And I will be. I’m going to be active starting Monday, just a daily post a day. it may be a post of old content or something fresh, but I’m going to treat this account how it deserves to be treated. Thank you so much for those who have been checking up on me. I don’t have a support system in person (I am working on that tho). There were moments Ive almost gone in the deep end. But some of you sent me memes during this time. Some of you told me “it will be okay”, somerhing I really needed to hear from someone. I don’t want to sound sappy but man some of you I owe my life to. Thank you so much for those who supported me and were rooting me. Thank you for those who are still subscribed. I’m going to be more active, I promise. Life has calmed down a bit. I will be happy and my posts will be super spoicy bussin.
TLDR spoicy bussin posts coming soon
