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I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, because once I say it, it’s pu..
🕑 Added 2021-02-19 23:31:21 +0000 UTC I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, because once I say it, it’s put into motion. But I haven’t been myself lately. Sometimes it’s hard to get up. Other times it’s hard to eat. Getting ready is a task. Most nights sleeping is out of the question. But I’m getting where I need to be. Being younger, I’d always be on the move. Cleaning, working, taking care of things, etc etc and time to myself or to go out was scarce. Been in and out of really toxic relationships, etc etc. I think I just finally crashed last year and that’s when I noticed a decline in myself. Maybe it’s my body’s way of telling me to rest. But once the month of March comes, you’ll see more of me (: I’ve been getting things in order for things around the house and for streams. More Cosplay shoots and more content c: I’m assuming the one who’s been leaking stuff is on here so this is all I have to say to you; I hope you’re doing okay. Life has a beautiful way of doing things, as easy or as hard as they are. I’m glad I’m able to be able to even type this in this moment. I used to bottle things up till they exploded in front of me but, here I am allowing myself to be vulnerable before it gets to that. I haven’t been doing okay, but I have been trying to get where I need to be. And I am so thankful, to have so much love, from all of you and my dearest friends; your sweet messages always make my days<3 Thank you❤️ for allowing me to be myself, even when I’m not always 110%.
