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Hi guys! I wanted to talked to you about something really im..
🕑 Added 2021-07-26 07:51:05 +0000 UTC Hi guys! I wanted to talked to you about something really important because I feel like we are pretty close here (given the circumstances and the place hahah).I’m extremely grateful to you for the support and all the nice words that you say to me🙏🏼❤️
Sooo I think I can share this with you!
Let’s talk boobs hahah
You can’t even imagine how many comments and messages I get on here and on ph regarding MY BOOBS
Everybody is so crazy about them and wants me to FINALLY show them! And I get that!
Believe me, I’d be the happiest woman on earth if I could just do it! Probably for you it would be hard to believe, but they are my biggest insecurity because 1)I am not a huge fan of big boobs (but it’s not the main thing); 2) they are not of the most attractive shape because of the hormonal issues that I used to have as a teenager and which I’m, to some extent, still struggling with!
The main thing tho is that ITS FUCKING PAINFUL to jump around with no bra on because I have issues with them: some cysts and tumors WHICH ARE NOT MALIGNANT YET (I really hope they won’t be ever but hypothetically can turn into them any minute ). But it’s a big problem for me and covid fucked things up even more for me, unfortunately. Not only hormones-wise but like THE-WHOLE-MF-HEALTH-WISE 🤷🏼
I’m desperately trying to save enough money to have a boob job (no silicon for me, don’t worry, just a mastopexy) and it’s a long way to go hahah
And I gotta get them relatively healthy before that, which also takes a lot of time and money!
You can’t even imagine how much courage it takes to post full naked pics on here and I’m kinda proud of myself. Your nice comments always make my day but I hope you understand that it is still difficult to deal with for me! I feel pretty tense being bra-free even in front of my bf that’s why I don’t think there’s gonna be full naked vids soon, I just fucking can’t, can you believe that?🤯 you can see that I feel confident and open, like, cmon, I film porn hahah. But this boob thing makes me so vulnerable and physically uncomfortable and they do bring quite a lot of pain!
Weirdly enough, OF and you guys give me this platform where I can look at myself from the side and explore my body, and I’m so grateful for that and I’m looking forward to making new content for you (but showing boobs only when I’m feeling pretty enough in my eyes or just in certain poses where they look bearable FOR ME).
Hopefully one day I’ll save up enough to deal with all that and I promise you, you’ll be seeing my boobs in every vid hahah
Thank you for reading this 💋❤️ Love you
