It’s been almost a year of no filming And I’ve had a few que..
🕑 Added 2022-07-04 09:56:17 +0000 UTC
It’s been almost a year of no filming And I’ve had a few questions regarding would I ever return to it? Honestly I’m a student now and that’s my biggest passion I think I’ve ever had in my life so far. So I don’t see me giving it up in all honesty and coming back full time if I was too.
But I do miss the community around nsfw content creating. And at times I wish I was still doing it. I think that’s why I drop solos from time to time. But I quit because of the stress of it and a lawsuit from the industry im still battling. But it’s clear to me it’s not going anywhere so why let it stop me doing what I loved? I miss the community. I miss certain models I never kept in touch with and mostly miss connecting with so many of you.
Would I ever come back? Idk. It would take a lot. I feel like I “got out” in many ways. And I’m not sure what a return would look like or even if there is still a demand. I had a accident last year also that took six months to recover so confidence was pretty shot. However I feel like I’m in a place that I feel that confidence has returned almost.
I also worry about trying to get a career after university and not getting work because I’m still shooting porn or it wasn’t recent enough that I quit for them. Eg if I was to come back and film for a year or two and then try an look for work. So I’ve considered maybe just posting on here and not posting trailers and content on eg Twitter. So to the world I’ve stopped publicly but as there’s so many of you on here I could post here and those that want to see it still can?
I’d like to see if any of what I said first of all makes any sense and also if I was return what ideas you may or may not have on how best to navigate it. Idk maybe someone follows me that has OF and has tried to find work recently and could tell me how that went for them?
But dw. I still wouldn’t delete this page if was to come back or not. I’m proud of what I did it was eight years of my life and worked hard and see no shame nor need to delete my work.
Anyways. Love to hear your thoughts. Sorry this is long but it’s complex in my head. Probably not in yours tho so sorry bout that. I’ve made a poll to feel out what you think. Feel free to share it or vote yourself.
I love you all and my DMs are open if anyone wants to reach out about it personally. ❤️
Mickey
